"Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone."- "Alone" by Maya Angelou

I've been thinking a lot about loneliness, and about self-perception lately.

For most of my life I have been ruled by my thoughts. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy would tell you that you are not your thoughts, but what if they are? I mean, thoughts dictate words which dictate character, which dictate destiny, so doesn't it follow that your thoughts rule your life?

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I left my husband today.

It felt like a long time coming. It's been a very hard day. We agreed to be friends, so I guess that's good. I'm just kind of trying to deal with this. It's hard, dealing with the death of a dreamscape you had for nearly nine years. I don't think I'm dealing with it very well, honestly. I'm just trying to get through it.

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Hey guys. Sorry I haven't been on in a long time. I've been definitely far away from the MLP fandom and writing for Death Note these days. I'm on here at the moment because I'm absolutely panicking and need to vent.

My phone bill like shot up last month and I have no idea why. It's over $900.00. So my entire last paycheck plus my tax return went to making a partial payment on it but it wasn't enough, and now my entire next paycheck has to go to the bill too, and I'm $106.00 short.

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It’s 11 O’clock over here in Florida, and we’ve been back from NOLA for an hour or so after an amazing day! Aside from finding a parking spot (tip: find a parking spot by a hotel If you go, because ain’t no way you’re gonna find a spot on the street like you think you are. We spent forty five minutes looking for a parking spot. Don’t make my mistakes folks.), we had a great day! We took a carriage tour of the French Quarter and our guide was AWESOME! We learned so much about the city! Then we

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Howdy hello from Pensacola, fimfiction fam!

I'm having the time of my life here! I got to see both of the murals I wanted, found what will surely be my church when I come here permanently, I got to see downtown lit up like a Christmas tree, got an awesome Pensacola T-Shirt, and saw Pensacola Beach and went go-carting!

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Hello fimfiction fam!

It's flight day to Pensacola at last, and I can smell the excitement in the air! Or maybe that's just all the caffeine I drank to stay awake XD In any event, I'm super excited! I get to see my aunt, uncle, and cousins for the first time in five years! I won't have wifi on my flights, but I'll try and catch y'all on my layover in Houston!

Wish me luck and safe travels!

Much Love,
Cloe

I lost it. My necklace. The necklace that has been with me through everything the past two years.

I never take it off. But the necklace had a hook and eye piece for a chain. It's been known to come undone. I've known every time. But not this time.

The necklace holds the first picture of my baby girl she ever sent me. I never take it off. I only take it off to shower, and I haven't done that yet today. And it's gone.

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Ugh, guys, the holidays got me stressing hard.

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Hey there fimfiction fam!

It's been a little over a week since we last talked. I'm still writing for glee at the moment (And I'm on a serious writing kick for that fandom, y'all. I've written 38,361 words in stories for that fandom in a period of 11 days so I am for real slaying it) so I'm sorry if y'all thought this was an "I'm back" kinda post (I eventually will be, I promise).

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Hello dear fimfictioners! Long time, no see.

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