"Flipping through all of these magazines
Telling me who I'm supposed to be
Way too good at camouflage
Can't see what I am
I just see what I'm not
I'm guilty 'bout everything that I eat
(Every single thing)
Feeling myself is a felony
Jedi level sabotage
Voices in my head make up my entourage

'Cause I'm a black belt when I'm beating up on myself
But I'm an expert at giving love to somebody else
I, me, myself and
I, don't see eye to
Eye, me, myself and
I

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Welp, my uncle just pissed me off (what a shock).

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Well, this story was certainly an experience. It's always interesting when one of the voices in my head decides to speak up and make me pen their word fountain for them, and then insists that I post it or they will not shut up. Last time that happened actually it was with my voice named Mia and the story she prompted me to write was "Into The Mirror" which, Ironically, made it to the top of the featured page.

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You guys, my birthday wish is coming true!

For those of you who don't know (or are just coming across this blog by chance), I've been wanting to use my 25th birthday this year to make a difference by inducing lactation so that I can donate my milk to babies in need. Since COVID has hit, I figure the milk banks have been hit pretty hard. Well, I am pleased to let you guys know that today I was able to buy the items necessary to do that! I'm so excited!

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Happy Easter to everybody. I hope you guys are having a better day than I am.

My family is always a shit show. I mean, it's like a guarantee. But I always hope that we can have a normal holiday for once. But, obviously, that doesn't happen much. Today is no exception.

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You guys I have huge news.

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I am very sad to report that my Uncle Lee's daughter Brandy passed away last night due to complications with MS, leaving behind three children.

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Hey y’all :3

So as many of you read in last night’s blog post, I was pretty bummed about being quarantined on my birthday. I didn’t really know what I wanted to do to celebrate.

Until now.

Some of y’all have read my story Tubes so you guys know this already, but I was born about 3 months premature and spent a long time in the NICU. I decided for my birthday, I wanted to give back to those babies, and those moms who felt inadequate like my mom did because she couldn’t nurse me.

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This week has been... Well, overwhelming. Not in the way last week was, but more... like with some life stuff.

For starters, my Mom struggling with her technology was a big thing. I'm trying to give her support because she's teaching from home, but I had to do a lot of her work for her and getting told that I wasn't doing it fast enough or not doing it right multiple times by my dad (who was observing and has no clue what her work entails technology wise), was incredibly frustrating.

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Ladies and gentlemen, I am pleased to announce that I did not descend into madness this week. This week, above all weeks, was horrid, hard, and crazy. But I lived. If I can, so can you. Here is what happened that made me say I survived.

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