(((IN HIATUS INDEFINITELY))) Unsure
In about a week or more, but definitely less than two, I will have to turn in my Chromebook. I will then be unable to access the internet. The only way I could would be on the family computer, and even then, I couldn't do anything on any site at all. I'm sorry. This could be farewell for good, depending on what happens. This could also be the end of my internet life as we know it. I am unable to
Something I've Learned
Life’s a bitch and then you die.
Bury you in a big dirt ditch.
Once you’re gone, it’s over, it’s done,
And once again, Death has won.
But Life ain’t fair,
And it ain’t ever be fair.
If it were fair?
Everything would be unfair.
Paradoxes; gotta love ‘em.
But Life, unfortunately, weaves all of ‘em.
Eh, no matter, no harm, no foul,
The Woman In A Man’s Mirror
She stares back at my soul, like fog upon the glass;
Present but absent,
Lasting yet fleeting.
I reach out to touch her.
She touches my hand, cold and smooth,
Following my every movement;
And we smile.
We are one in the same;
But the fog grows, smearing her image.
We search for each other,
But she is gone behind
The vaporous curtain.
I found a grimdark gorefic that was surprisingly well written. There's a lot of gore though and I'm thoroughly terrified. But it is amazing in its description.
Or should i say, Hearts and Hooves Day?
I had an appointment with a psychiatrist yesterday and I told her about my dysphoriac like feelings, and she told me to take my time and find what feels right to me, and to do things on my own time, so I am going to be making a few changes maybe in the near future to find myself. Thank you all for sticking around thru all of this.
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You got this!! You'll make it through! Everything will be fine!!
Dysphoria is a hard thing to describe.
I know quite well from experience that there's often much we'd want to say about it that is simply impossible to describe with words. It's.... astounding, really, that such is the nature of that which sometimes is the most important in the world.
But the psychologist is right. Take your time, Mark, and rush not. We have your back. Test things, don't push yourself in any direction. See what feels the best for you as time passes, and you'll find yourself in due time - and there is no time limit to any of this, remember that always and forever.