NNN day 1 · 8:11pm Nov 1st, 2020
I have taken up the challenge to better myself and instill discipline into my habits. If we cannot even control our basest desires, we have no business controlling the world around us.
I have had preparation. We know this has been coming for weeks now. I've abstained from porn for many days in the past, but they've been broken by moments of weakness. My record has been eight days. I can only hope my mental resolve and relationships with my family can raise enough dopamine to render ejaculation irrelevant.
Of course, I had to start this challenge in quarantine. It's a hard mode to play in. But I can live satisfied with myself if I vanquish it.
I am abandoning Reddit for the moment. It is too easy of a gate into debauchery, not to mention toxic political discourse. Comfort can be found in the real world; a controversial statement in 2020.
There are many of my brethren who have fallen already, and every passing day, more will fall around me. Perhaps I will one day fall as well. My heart mourns for them, but my prayers have been without faith. They are addicts who cannot even stay away for a few days. My heart grieves, but I can only move forward in my own path now.
Start a workout regiment.
Do it.
If you have the patience to take on something while not getting discouraged when you don't get immediate results: exercise can be a huge outlet for stress, investment in your physical/mental well being, and you'll genuinely be happier with yourself.
Already failed. Twice.
so far so good...
May God help us all.
(BTW I'm going strong)
666 blogs btw!
I've done nofap by accident for over a month before. There was no difference lol.
NNN?
5390489
No Nut November. Go an entire month without using porn, masturbating, and ejaculating.
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Ah I realized it after the comment, but it was too late to edit
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No big deal. You're fine.