Another Grey Day... · 10:57am Oct 1st, 2020
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My Uncle passed away in hospital a short time ago. During a discussion between my mother and my cousin about possible hospice care. Normally family would have been there in greater numbers, but this year imposed its restrictions and only two visitors could be with him at the end, completely clad in medical PPE. So much of a difference from the start of January.
This is 2020. A year which started in grief for me and my family with the passing of my Aunt, the wife of this very Uncle, and I am back there now. With COVID wreaking havoc as it has, particularly in their state, I can simply be grateful that neither of them lost their lives to it. We won't be able to attend his funeral thanks to restrictions, but doesn't mean he wasn't loved, even if he was a stubborn man. He was only moved into hospital a day or two ago, sorry, my mind is a bit foggy on it right now. Much faster passing than his wife, but... at least they are together again.
Just trying to get my head around so much right now. Know that I am about half way through the next chapter of John and I will still be doing my best to get it done. If tonight hadn't been tonight, I would have been working on more of it right now.
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Tonight sucks. Just so you all know, mental health wise, I'm not doing anything stupid, I'm just incredibly sad.
Love you all,
Tael.
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Awww 😢