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Penalt


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  • 12 weeks
    I got ART!

    I know I haven't done a blog in awhile, but being a full-time single parent working a full-time job, and a part-time writer tends to really chew into the hours I have in a week. That said, I just had to carve out a little time to show off the remarkable gift I was given from Lady Lightning Strike by way of the amazingly talented artist Pridark.

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  • 25 weeks
    Commissions!

    Yeah, been awhile since I've written any sort of blog post, but I do have some good news. I'm re-opening to commissions! My patrons on Patreon will get priority for their commissions first, but it doesn't mean that everyone else can't ask for some stories either. Here are my commission conditions:

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  • 33 weeks
    So... a small heads up about the upcoming month...

    I'm about to start writing the final chapter or two of the Brightly Lit saga, after which time I'm actually going to be going on vacation for a week. As in actual time off from my job and all other responsibilities. Which means no Twilight Learned this month, and perhaps not next month either as I reassess things in the wake of the end of writing roughly 350,000 words on one pair of stories set

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  • 53 weeks
    So... a bit of a heads up

    Over the past few years I've engaged in a practice of letting my patrons on Patreon decide what story I should update following the Brightly Lit update in the month, and I've noticed a bit of a pattern. Mainly that anytime "How Twilight Learned" comes up in the voting it easily wins. So recently I asked my patrons if they would like me to just concentrate on Brightly Lit and HTL until one of

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  • 79 weeks
    State of the Pen

    It's been 10 days since my brother died and 6 since we laid him to rest at the foot of a willow tree near a shady stream. I find myself both functional and numb. I can act, react, and do things, but anything beyond the basics is like trying to push fog with your hands. Something happens but not much. I find myself staring at a computer screen and feeling... nothing.

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Jul
12th
2020

Reflections · 3:22am Jul 12th, 2020

Today is my birthday, and I have reflected a bit on what it means this day:

I am... satisfied with the life I've lived, and the choices I've made. Gods know they weren't always the right choices, but they were mine, and I am proud of all of them. Even the bad ones, because learning from them has made me a better person.

I've not lived a life of toil and routine. I've tasted a great deal of what life has to offer. More than many. I've been so many things, been so many places, touched so many lives. I've spent the past 4 years writing nearly three quarters of a million words, and I regret not a second of the time spent. I have in my time been:

  • An evangelical preacher
  • An atheist
  • A celibate
  • A pervert
  • A Dominant
  • A submissive
  • A loner
  • A family man
  • An intellectual
  • A blissful idiot
  • A complete unknown
  • A television star, watched by millions
  • A Son
  • A Father
  • A homebody
  • A traveler
  • A miser
  • A spendthrift
  • A Reader
  • A Writer

I've been all these things and more. Yes, there is still even more to come, but at 54 years of age, I would be a fool not to assume that there are now fewer days ahead than there are behind. I will quote a section of "Ulysses", one of my favorite poems,

How dull it is to pause, to make an end,
To rust unburnish'd, not to shine in use!

As tho' to breathe were life! Life piled on life
Were all too little, and of one to me

Little remains: but every hour is saved
From that eternal silence, something more,

A bringer of new things; and vile it were
For some three suns to store and hoard myself,

And this gray spirit yearning in desire
To follow knowledge like a sinking star,
Beyond the utmost bound of human thought...

So, be you foe or be you friend, raise a glass in my name this day. The wine of life is sweet, let us drink it, together.

Comments ( 14 )

Way to be born!

May you live as long as you want, but never want as long as you live.

Sounding a touch like Might Guy for a fair bit of that, but still, :yay: for you.

Happy birthday!

This is a wonderful way to celebrate your birthday. So Cheers to you and another year of adventurous life!

Happy birthday mate! May you get all of your wishes save one, so that you will still have something to strive for.

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"A pony's reach should exceed his grasp, or what's an Alicorn for?"

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Putting off drama for a thousand years, evidently.

Happy Birthday! May you have many more!

Happy Birthday to you Penalt!

Happy Birthday in May you have a long life.

Happy birthday! Congratulations on another victory in the war against entropy.

A belated Happy Birthday. Very well said, and may you have at least another 50 years and may they be as well lived.

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