Ugh... · 5:33am Nov 5th, 2018
Well, tonight I set a new personal record: 28 consecutive days of work. While the paychecks are awesome, it's beginning to take its toll on me.
I'm barely able to stay awake past 2:00 am (which it seems weird) but I have a friend that I chat with after I get home from work (around 10:30 pm). The last couple nights I've unfortunately fallen asleep on them in the middle of our nightly chat.
It's wreaking havoc on my (previously) strong immune system. I've gotten sick twice in the last two weeks, the first time had me feeling so bad I left work early.
I'm also back to having occasional chest pains, which the doctor has just dismissed as my asthma acting up and because of that I can't get an appointment with a <censored> cardiologist.
And to top it all off, my depression returned with a vengeance a couple weeks ago. If it wasn't for my family and a great friend of mine, there wouldn't be a pabrony83 here today.
I'm not telling y'all this as an excuse for the lack of material that I've put out. I figured it was only fair for everypony to know what was going on. I've got ideas for new material, but the lack of time and energy has everything stalled out. I promise there is new stuff on the way.
Live first
I know the feeling and the pain of a salary man so
Good luck
Hoping you pull through. In the meantime, if you need an editor for you stories, I'm happy to help you out.
I also have depression, and have considered suicide before, but thanks to my family and friends, I pulled through