Fuzzy head · 7:44pm Sep 24th, 2018
In more ways than one...
The hair is very soft and velvety right now, which surprises me. Normally hair that's cut short is hard and pointy. I guess it makes a difference if you didn't cut it. It looks like it's coming back much darker than it was before, except for the parts where it's white, but I've got hair dye so I'll get it all back to where I want it, eventually.
I can barely concentrate on anything and stupid shit keeps happening. Last night my tongue swelled up for no good reason and I spent the next 12 hours with a severe speech impediment. Three weeks ago, when I was on vacation right before surgery, my face swelled up for no good reason for over 24 hours, and we guessed I might have been bitten by a spider, but I sure didn't get bitten by a spider on my tongue. I'm not Spiders Georg (or Q for that matter.)
I want so badly to be able to focus. I'm not even taking the good painkillers except at night to sleep, but of course pain is a distraction in itself.
If that’s the case, I’d honestly try to take a break from focusing. :(
Pain is why I write. It functions as a distraction.
Can't say it's easy, though.
Lookin' good, at least.
After my mom finished her chemo her hair came back in really thick and luxurious, it looks like your might too!