but I realized that I may as well share it here just for those interested. Whether I'll start writing here again remains to be seen (I'm not going to force myself to write something I'm not currently interested in), but I've finally started taking a hammer to that wall that keeps me from working on creative pursuits in my life.
Gonna explain why there hasn't been an update · 4:37pm Jan 12th, 2017
So many of you may be wondering why Unnatural Existence hasn't been updated in an entire 16 months. Well, I'll do my best to explain.
1. I'm not too into MLP anymore. To be honest, I only watched 6 episodes of season 5 and nothing at all of season 6. Though I have many reasons more for that than just not being very into the show that I don't think I really need to go into here.
2. I've learned a ton about Dissosiative Identity Disorder, and the inaccuracies between it and my story make me somewhat worried I'm making some people have a skewed understanding of it. Let me just say now for the record that the situation in UE is pretty much NOTHING LIKE ACTUAL D.I.D. and it was never intended to be.
I encourage all of you to do real research into the disorder, I really want understanding to spread for the sake of people who have it to be understood better......
3. I don't even remember everything about the story, I'll have to reread it ^^;
But the biggest reason is 4. I'm a lazy butt who doesn't actually enjoy writing much as its reeeeally difficult for me to do. If I could just get myself to sit down, reread the story, and start writing, I bet I could make really good progress or even finish the next chapter in one sitting.
On an encouraging note for all of you, I finished the outline for the rest of the story a long time ago.
Have a *hug*
4380316 Oh thank you! ^_^
4380359
Those are some very valid reasons I must say.
It is good to at least hear from you again.
4380907 Oh yeah I'm sorry for not messaging you in a long time! I have been around on the site somewhat often, but never did.....
4380716 Oh, thanks
4381055
Hey, I am not trying to make you feel guilty. I just like hearing from you. Even though you seem to be losing interest in this fandom, your person and conversation I still appreciate. 
You know that I can be patient; I will not begrudge you for doing other things; I have been pretty busy anyway.
4381628 It's not that, it doesn't really have much to do with the contents of what I'm writing, just writing itself. I just don't really enjoy writing very much, it's always been that way, it just feels too hard most of the time. So actually getting around to writing isn't easy, especially since it's not usually on my mind.
4381397 oh thank you
I'll be sure to send you a private message!
Those are very valid reasons. Trust me, Hazel and I tend to be like that as well so we understand
4382398 thank you ^^
4382603
Of course
4438242 yeaaaah my infrequency on here is another factor, I guess.....
4442632
...At least post the outline, so we have a general idea of how the story ends...?
Please...?
4645359
I'll make another blog post about this story soon hopefully.... I don't have much of an outline to share honestly, but I've got some important things I gotta say in regards to this story.