Fic Releasing Tomorrow, and a Blog Where TGM Does NOT Make Excuses · 1:09am Apr 8th, 2016
Hey, all.
If you've bothered to stick around for the last year or so you've noticed I've been pretty inactive, with only the occasional crackfic or the occasional pretty one shot to show you guys that I'm still alive.
Well, I want that to stop.
I'll be releasing a fic tomorrow, though it is another crackfic I sincerely hope that it sparks my writing drive again. Personally, I don't think it's very well done. The ending feels lacking, and though I've received suggestions on ways to fix it, I don't feel like continuing to drag on a joke that long since died very early into the story. I don't expect it to do very well, but for now it's just something I want to do to shake off the dust.
I've been so inactive and my writing has become so rusty that I'm almost to the point where I wonder if I can dig myself out of this hole I've dug myself into. Work has been physically draining, I'm dealing with near crippling(probably not actually though it certainly feels like it) pain that makes standing and moving around after work hurt. A lot. Top that on top of shitty management and customers who do not treat you with respect and it just becomes really hard to see the positive when your very nearly daily life treats you like shit.
I've been an asshole on the forums too. I was going to link you guys to a story that had an example of me being a real ass recently, but the author seems to have taken it down. I really am sorry, if that author happens to read this. Though my points may have been correct, I had no reason to point them out the way I did. So for acting that way, I apologize. Being an ass for no reason isn't me, and I don't know what possessed me to act that way.
I need something to occupy my mind. I feel like I'm being driven to the point of insanity without actually going insane, and what's so overwhelmingly frustrating is it's the sort of thing regular people probably deal with every day of their lives, meaning I'm probably not taking on more than I can handle, but something's wrong with me elsewhere. Maybe mentally, maybe there's something wrong in another part of my life, I just can't be sure. The only thing I know right now is that I really want a new job, and I want to get back into a decent writing schedule again. I feel like I can do well, if I really set my mind to it.
That's really it, sorry for being an ass, I want to be more active around here, and my job sucks. That's pretty much my life right now.
So interesting, isn't it?
See you guys around.
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Solved.
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Thank you, Syeekoh
as always, you make fimfiction a more interesting place with your continued presence.
3855675 I try.
I hope this can get you to laugh.
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*Insert blush here*
Is there a reason why? I can tell you that I'll always be here for you to talk to about something like this, or blow off some steam. I live in chronic pain located in both of my feet. I constantly feel pain to the extent that I'm walking on broken glass, or have broken glass inside my feet. No, that's not hyperbole, that's what it ACTUALLY feels like. And that's on a good day, while sitting still or just getting up to go to the damn bathroom.
Sorry, I didn't mean to say that to make it seem like I'm making this about myself, I'm just using an example to let you know that... I can understand what living in pain is like.
So pull up a couch, lie down and tell doctor Malozi everything. (DISCLAIMER: I am not an actual doctor in any way shape or form, yada yada.)
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The job I'm doing (Loader) requires copious amounts of lifting heavy things and putting a lot of weight and stress on my back and body extremities. I've had to call off of work several times because I was in so much pain and couldn't move.
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I can understand that. Sounds like a bitch. Where I am currently working, there is an internship called shipping and receiving that I could have picked to do. Carrying around boxes or just transporting them by foot, meaning that I'd probably be walking a few miles a day across this campus, would put so much strain on my feet because the pain gradually worsens the more I move.