• Member Since 3rd Oct, 2014
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StarSide445


I'm Just someone who likes to read and comment on stories, nothing more.

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  • 419 weeks
    I'm Useful!!

    So now I'm an editor!! YAY!!


    I honestly thought that I wasn't ever going to get myself out of that depressing hole that I was stuck in, but I made it out!! I can start living again.

    I've made so many mistakes on this site, and I'm ready to start fixing them and moving forward. I've been so busy looking at the past that I forgot about the future.

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    7 comments · 291 views
  • 432 weeks
    Once Upon a Time...

    Once upon a time, there was a person who took up the name StarSide445. This person was a lying prick who only hurt people and never deserved to live...



    The end...

    12 comments · 421 views
  • 434 weeks
    New Year...

    ....I hope you guys forget about me....



    ....I feel terible about this year....



    ....I hope an apology is worth something, because I'm sorry for everything I've done....

    17 comments · 392 views
  • 439 weeks
    Hey everyone...

    I know that I've been gone for a while. And that most of you probably forgot me or don't care anymore...but....



    My last blog sorta summed up what I was feeling at the time, and I'm....trying....to rebuild myself.


    I've gotten to the point where it doesn't matter where my life is, I have to keep going.



    But, one more thing....

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    9 comments · 346 views
  • 442 weeks
    I'm done trying...

    I used to feel like I had purpose in my life. Like all of this lead to something...

    I was wrong as hell...

    All that I've been doing so far is pushing the people that I love and care for away, and destroying the relationships that I have.

    My life isn't important anymore, and Elusive would agree with that as well. So would Patriot, and Rumble...

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    102 comments · 644 views
Sep
24th
2015

*Sigh* · 5:43am Sep 24th, 2015

Everyone's gone...

...why?... :fluttercry:

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Comments ( 64 )

i'm sorry I can't be enough...I'm so sorry. I'll be here even if I'm not half enough!!:raritycry:

It's not that Catty. Tlp, Elusive, and Rumble haven't been online and it's scaring me.

I'm here, Star...
Let me talk to you

Are thou alright?

is something wrong?
talk to me :fluttercry:

3415901 Elusive hasn't been acting right, Patriot left for a while to cool off, and Rumble hasn't been talking to me...

3415907 Uhm... Hey Star
I am Elusive ^-^ I just changed my picture. Now check your PMs, please~:heart:

I'm still here Star, and you can always come talk to me.

Hm? Who gones? Nuuuuu sadsieeees *flies into your arms and paws at ya*

3415984 ... I know you think actibng like a kitty's gay as fuck, but maybe you could fuck off? I'll have you know that this person actually enjoys when i act as such.

3415994 I'm just curious. Please calm down. I know a few furries irl, and just because I ask you if you are one, doesnt mean you should take offense. Now, the question?

3416247 No i'm not a furry. And why should i calm down? Where you not the one who said any type of roleplwying, wether it be just acting like a normal kitty or whatever, is gay and makes you selusional, making you think you're actually that which you RP? Of course i'm not gonna calm down!

3416258 :rainbowlaugh: well.....

Part of my nature is the lack of being able to take people seriously when they're all flustered and upset. You're going to have to talk to me rationally. I'm not trying to upset you.

3416264 ... You mean UNable.
Alright. I'm calm. Talk to me.

3416271 You already answered the question. We're done on that front. There's nothing left that I'm curious about. Good day.

3416275 There is something i'm curious about. Why'd you ask?

3416282 your love of being a kitty. Some guy at my school came to school some day in a...get this, full cat costume, and he was hugging people left and right, and I was instantly like: I know someone like that. I know someone JUST like that.

3416288 I'm guessing you thought he was gay and delusional?

3416294 no. But I did think of you.

3416298 And you think i'm gay and delusional, so you diiiiid......?

3416312 I don't think you're gay. I think when you, *snuggle up close* it's gay, and if it's with a guy only. That's it. Nothing against you. :trixieshiftleft:

3416315 Sure. Nothing against me.
You forgot the patt where you said i was delusional and that i thought i was a cat for just acting like one. What happened to that?

3416323 Well, that was invoked after you said I had no taste and stuffs. Don't be so sensitive; I'm trying not to be an instigator.

3416324 Right. Because calling your friends gay and dekusional REALLY makes them calm and relaxed. I'd expect that kinda shit from a Youtube troll.
Anf no, you said i was delusional specifically because i acted like a cat. Do you SERIOUSLY think i don't remember?

3416337 Did I call you that today? If you're still hung up on that, which happened so long ago, then There's really nothing I can say, except wow. Just wow. You shouldn't bear such a grudge to someone trying to apologize, especially for something so long ago. I'm trying to suture the wound, but if you'd like it to stay open, it'll infect and only get worse. Please put it behind you, Bosnian brony. I don't want any trouble with anyone! :twilightsmile:

3416464 ... You were APOLOGISING just know???????
...
:rainbowlaugh: :rainbowlaugh: :rainbowlaugh: :rainbowlaugh:
... Oh- oh god... I need to stop laughing...
*reads your message again*
...
:rainbowlaugh:
If that's how you apologise, then i'd hate to see how you insult people, lemme tell ya!
If ya REALLY wanted to apologise, you'd be like
"hey, i'm sorty i said/did -insert thing here-, friends?"
Not
"are yiu a furry? Cuz some crazy guy started hugging other people and i immediatly thought of you!"

3416482 :twilightsmile: so be it. I can say that I tried, and you can't say I didn't, because I tried twice, in that pm, and here.

I bid you farewell! :twilightsmile: *sighs in an alleviated, yet hearty tone*

3416492 ... You could just flat out say "i'm sorry", you know.

3416571 Already tried that in the pm. You reacted by calling me snobby piece of shit.

I'm not trying that again. :rainbowlaugh:

Tell ya what, I'll just let you decide. Go ahead and cast verdict.

3416584 ... Maybe because you put an emoticon that literally has "smug" in its name at the end.
Just say you're sorry and that's that.

3416589 You have to apologize as well.

3416593 Well you insulted me firrst... Two times. Only fair you do first.

3416662 I apologize for any troubles or upsettings I may have caused. (Don't call me a piece of shit this time :rainbowlaugh:)

That is not true. It started with you calling me lacking in taste and stuff. You cannot simply just say stuff like that. The words go a long way, so say good ones not bad ones. "Hey, that's alright. We all have our differences and opinions,"

3416677 ... *sigh*... You say words go a long way, yet you insult me first.
Dude. You think Steven Universe is stupid. Most people'd tell ya that's a lack of taste. That wasn't so much an insult as it was an observation.
I'm sorry for calling you a snobbish piece of shit.

3418548 That's okay.

There's nothing lacking in taste about not liking steven universe, Nothing at all.

3418694 ... What is?

Seeing as it's factual that SU's a good show.. Yeah. Yeah there is. If you didn't watch cartoons as a whole, i'd get where you're coming from, but come on.

3418715 You apologizing.

It is not factual. It is an opinion, and because it is one I didn't agree with, you decided to take it in a way you shouldn't've. That is completely okay for me to not like SU.

3418734 ... If someone said MLP was horseshit with nothing good in it, what would you do?

3418829 Respect their opinion.

People say that all the time. I don't do anything but leave them be.

3418887 ... So... Why didn't you respect my opinion of it being good? You could've just stopped at me claiming it's good, but nope, ya repedeatly hammered in the facy that you think it"s crap. Even though by your own pgilosophy you should respect my opinion and stop talking about it.

3418898 Why didn't you respect mine of not liking it? If you didn't want trouble you should've changed the subject. If someone doesn't like what I'm talking to them about, I change the subject. I don't try and convert them into liking what they openly said they don't like. What I do is bring up something else. Do that next time.

Don't try and pin this on me. It's just as much your fault as it is mine.

3418902 So... You spend way too many sentences calling the show stupid. I spend way too many calling it good. And when i do so, you say you're still not a fan. I asked why. And you proceeded to call it stupid again. You could've changed the subject, yet you didn't. See how it's your fault?
You coulda' just said that you don't much like Steven Universe, and end it at that, but nope.

3418920 You give the weirdest conversations.

I think I'm done with you if that's how this'll be. :raritystarry:

3418939 ... You say it's my fault.
I disprove it.
You tell me you don't wanna talk to me no more.
How do you have friends?

3418965 Because normal people I talk to understand when I'm upset.

You don't.

Not in the slightest.

Joke is completely on you for disregarding my suicidal thoughts, and trying to cuddle and discuss subjects I hated. How do you have friends? I made it quite clear that I was going through a rough patch, and you just seemed meh. I know I told you to pay it no mind, but do you think someone angry at everything wants to talk about something they hate? No. I don't think so.

At least my friends will forgive and forget if I snapped at them like I did you.

Get over it already, it's almost funny at this point.

Disprove? I'm just losing interest in speaking to you. It's monotonous and looping.

3418975 ... Maybe i tried to help. And maybe you didn't want me to...

3419022 *gives you a concerned, and confused, yet skeptical look and turns up my headphone volume*

3419056 ... When my friends tell me they're okay... And when i still press on, asking them if they are... And if they say yes... Then i ten to believe them...

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