Aug
3rd
2015
Blargh · 11:04pm Aug 3rd, 2015
I have spent the past three solid weeks working on a single story, and now I am starting to suspect I will chuck it into the toilet. 
For this and other causes I am very unhappy at the moment. Also I think I'm going to pass on Bronycon this year. I'd like to go, but it's just too last-minute for rooming plans, and I feel like I don't have enough of a close-knit network in brony circles yet to enjoy myself as much as I should.
On the bright side, the neurostim is working well, and I am slowly withdrawing from delicious narcotics. That is also about as pleasant as it sounds. 
Withdrawl is kind of a fascinating biological response to sustained stimulus.
You know, from the outside. :V
I'm glad I've never had to suffer through such; it sounds remarkably unpleasant.
No!!!!! DONT throw it away!!! If you do that and you want it back.. You will NEVER be able to recreate it as good as you did the first time!!
Just put it back somewhere. Please don't throw it away!!
I sent u a pm of ways to elliminateyour withdrawal, let me know if u don't get it. God have I been there.
As for the story, don't throw it away, there is something you can harvest from it (not at all creepy), I am sure.
And for the withdrawal, good luck and may it be an as short and as smooth as possible experience.
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Honestly, the withdrawal isn't all that bad. There was a little anxiety and nausea, but it's hard to tell if that's the withdrawal or the switch in antidepressants at the same time (yay timing). Fortunately it's not too hard for me to cut down, though I took about a month to get to where I am now (72 hours clean for the second time in eight years). I do find it odd, however, because I have an addictive personality so I would expect it to be harsher for me to come off of drugs; yet I seem to be pretty good at it.
I'm not upset or anything, and sorry if I offended—I'm not reading the PM though.
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Don't worry, I keep all my ideas in a vault at room temperature. There are guards around the perimeter 24/7 and closed-circuit monitoring.
If you do suddenly decide to hit the con, I can provide a room if needed. Also, enough liquid muse to kill a horse.
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I am tempted beyond all measure, but I am not 100% certain I can detox from narcotics and con at the same time (don't worry about the liquid; I've never partaken before so it isn't an issue). I will mull your generosity over for a day, and I'll probably offer you some funding in return for the consideration even if I must decline.
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I'm sorry. The timing is just awful for me this year. I reeeeeeally want to go horseword things up, but I will need to wait until 2016. It's the wiser choice.
PM me your Paypal, though; I have a gift.
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Good, good. Now, just for the sake of a little chatting, where is this vault? Guard turns? Any security codes on should hypothetically be aware of?
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I have no PayPal, I am sorry to say.
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Np. I'll send you a PM.