I Need a Friend · 8:34pm March 2nd
It's a... weird request, I know. I've just been really, really lonely lately and there isn't really anyone here willing to truly just kind of... talk. And honestly? That's all I've ever wanted.
I know that despite it sounding pretty innocent, this role could actually be a little bit demanding; that's what friendship can be, after all. I've tried making friends in a more natural, 'organic' way, but it's been both very hard and almost fruitless. So I've decided that since posting this blog would not do me harm, I can at least try.
I also know what you guys are going to tell me; "go outside, get some colleagues". Well, I'm sorry, I know this is hardly ideal both for me and you, but I'm not that kind of gal. I neither need nor particular desire physical, face-to-face contact; I don't mind it of course, but in actuality, it's easier for me to befriend a person through the internet than in real life. It would also be really nice to have someone who likes ponies just like me.
I know, I'm weird that way.
I'm willing to talk about anything, really. I know that's not much, but... I suppose company and emotional support count for something too, right? I mean, it really doesn't matter for me who you are, and stuff like nationality, gender, sexuality, polical beliefs, etc. barely really make a difference for me, if at all. Even if we disagree on the very fundamentals of our views, we can just avoid talking about such topics, right?
If you're interested in this or just want to get in touch, please send me a DM over here on FimFiction. Even if you've never heard of me before and this is the first you're seeing of me, feel free to message. It'd truly make my day.
-Lilia
"Roll up, roll up, come buy some of our free-range organically-grown friendshi-"
*slaps*
I'm very selective about who I give out my other socials to, but you know what? I don't have anything to lose. Check your PMs if you haven't already
I hope things works out for you. If I had more free time I would be honored to be a friend that talks to you daily. Right now I'm talking care of my 96 year old grandmother and fighting my so called sisters in court over my late fathers estate.
I feel you...
I've got a lot of free time on my hands, and I'd be more than willing to interact with you. You seem nice!
I'll send you a DM right now...
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Ouch, that must be tough. Sorry for the whole thing, I hope it turns out alright in the end...
And don't worry, I understand perfectly. You already comment and say a lot under my blogs, stories, and group posts, which is very appreciated.
It's one of the things that keep me coming back to FimFic, honestly.
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I don't want to get too personal here in the blog posts, we've got PMs for that, but thank you both so much for commenting! Like, I cannot express how glad I am that some people still care. Thank you a lot.
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Thank you. I like helping when I can but right now I am not able to commit more than I currently do. I really would like to help more. Maybe later on I could try. I feel like I am letting down a friend right now but I know I'm not in a place to help. I hope that Angel and Erynaster can be there for you.
Sorry didn't see this earlier I will be ur friend
I'm sincerely sorry, Lilia, for not being free enough to chat with you, that's my own fault, one-hundred percent. Once I start on a project, suddenly two more are in the works, then real life intervenes.
I too have felt lonely, but I always felt that, somewhere, I had friends. Friends from a lifetime left behind, or friends I've made online. I know that they're thinking the same thing as I am (as pretentious as that might sound), and the thing I'm thinking of is that we've all become so busy that it became so hard to just sit down and talk.
I really do have high hopes that things work out for you, and I'm also hoping to gain some free time this year, just so I can talk with my friends again, that includes you.
~Best Wishes, from one friend to another.
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Oh, don't worry, I really do understand. I know it's not necessarily easy, but try not to feel bad.
Stuff like that happens, and you really already do a lot to make me feel welcome here.
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No worries, and thanks a lot.
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Thanks for this comment, Alien. It's poetic, and you're right; maybe my past friends are thinking the same thing as I am, and wish we could reconnect. It's just... I suppose sometimes it's just hard not to think of myself as the only common factor between all those lost friendships.
I wish I could be be better too, there are a lot of problems I have, and I realise that. So... I suppose what I'm trying to say is, well, don't feel too bad; stuff like that happens, and I get it, I really do. You are one of only two people who have been active under my posts, and that is very appreciated. It really, really is, more than you could know.
Hey Dev, long time no talk. Sorry I haven't been in touch much. Life has been hell. I've been moving along tho. I wanted to say thanks for helping out with my friend fundraiser it means a lot <3
I actually have great news though that we raised all the money we needed! So I'm actually going to refund your funds since we have everything covered. But again THANK YOU for making the effort. Means so much!
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Alrighty! And no problem, I'm glad to help!
Sorry to hear things haven't been too great on your end... life can be tough. I really hope it gets better for you. Just know that despite everything, I'm always here in case you need me.