This is a difficult blog to write, and I'm not sure how long it'll take me to complete this text; I'm planning to compile my thoughts here over a couple days, in several sessions. Even then, though, I might follow this with a few more posts about things I'll have missed here. And... I'd really ask you to read this. Actually, I'd beg everyone who sees this blog to read or at least open it. I don't want to feel like this account died alone and in silence.

So... let's go.

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I'm rethinking my place, role, and future here on FimFiction as well as in life as a whole at the moment. A bigger blog may come soon, or later, or never. Either way, stay tuned.

-Lilia

I swear, I'm never going to break free from this site's grasp, haha. It feels like home even when basically all of my friends from here are long gone. It's unique in that regard, yet I like it. I really do.

As 2024 slowly draws to a close, I am left to reflect on this past year; what did I accomplish? What even happened? In the constant cascade of events and changes, that last question is sometimes important to ask yourself as well.

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I cannot write.

Seriously, something seems to have broken inside me, and the machine stopped working - it stalled and is refusing to start again. I don't know what's going on, but it's making me crazy paranoid for the future.

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I'm not sure if I have much of a place on FimFiction anymore.

I very rarely ever get notifications or DMs, and with so many friends having moved on from the site or - at least seemingly - any major internet activity by now, I don't know what to do with myself here.

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• Positive scholarship decision acquired.
• A presentation done so well no final test is needed.
• First transition appointment done and gone well.

A very good last few days have culminated in me being in a cheerful mood for the first time in a long while. It feels like for some time, few things will be able make me feel worse.

God, what am I gonna title this blog? That's always the hardest part; I've no clue at all. Oh well, I'll think of something.

So, I've been a bit less active lately, both here and on Discord, for anyone who has contact with me there. That's because I've been trying to get my life back on track to an acceptable degree. I managed to make up for what I've missed from one of my academic subjects, but many more remain. It's been difficult.

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Hey there. This is meant to be the last thing I post on transgender issues until December 3rd, so... strap in. It's not going to take long. I'm not exactly sure what I want to talk about here, but my struggles over the years have caught up to me recently, and so I feel like putting something like this out there is a good idea... or at the very least, not a bad one.

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Well, it's time for the first - and perhaps only - sneak peek into the newest story of mine, the title of which is yet to be determined. And of course, reading this blog is in no way required to understand the story itself; everything written here will also be revealed in the fic, so if you prefer to learn about lore that way, make sure to skip this post! Otherwise, make sure to let me know what you think!

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Well, I've recovered a bit since a few days ago, and that has given me some much-needed breathing room. I've used some of that time to think about my activity as a creator on this site. My conclusions may be... a bit unsatisfactory for some, albeit even then, I assure you I'll do what I can to finish all that I've started in due time. That being said, however...

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