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Pony Author, Writer of Foal Stories, Storyteller, Equestrian Analyzer and occasional Pony Artist. You can support the stories I tell on Patreon to get nice rewards or tip me on Ko-fi (LINKS BELOW).

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  • Monday
    Selfishness has been my wrong motivator for the longest time..... and people don't see who I really am because of that.

    A lot of people in the fandom don't understand who I am and think of me as a bad person. My friend sometimes does, too, and doesn't trust me anymore because of that. There have been moments when she literally asked me "Who are you?". I was always thinking this was stemming from trust issues that she developed because of events in her past and I was only marginally attributing the cause for this

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  • 3 weeks
    I just didn't understand it.....

    I was going back and reading a Discord conversation me and my friend had..... We were talking about woke ideologies and rascism and women and she told me a few things she is concerned about, things that concern her about me..... And I didn't understand it..... I was reading this conversation for the first time again since we had it and it looks so different now..... She tried to help me, tried to

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  • 4 weeks
    Am I an evil person?

    Many years ago, I lived together with a person who called herself my "mother". She was evil and also mentally ill. A few days ago, on Thursday, I came to think about her, because I was thinking about the mistake I made in January of 2017 and how my extreme reaction there

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  • 5 weeks

    I was always balanced. Until I suddenly wasn't anymore. Since that mistake I made in January of 2017, I have changed and lost a part of myself. I still don't understand what caused it and what made me act that way. But since then, I was not balanced anymore. And it grew

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  • 6 weeks
    New Year's Eve and what happened after.

    The first 10 days of the year were rather terrible. New Year's Eve was still okay, compared to the next ten days. I had lunch and dinner and I watched a few movies while awaiting the new year; "Spirited Away", because that's my friend's favourite movie and we watched it together a few times, and "The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring", because we watched the whole trilogy together

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Independent Income Progress: The First Time I bought new Clothes with Money from my Writing! · 1:30am Nov 18th, 2023

Things are progressing, slowly, but with one huge step that has been made last week.

I tallied the money I earned on my Patreon with my two reward tiers since January, subtracted 10 dollars from the amount because of the lack of "The Sky is Gone" updates from February to June and because I forgot to make a new Tempo Boost Story Poll in October (to be fair, I only spend what I actually earned) and it was enough to buy a few, nice things.
I went shopping with this money, about 33$, and I could buy three new pants that I needed and a box of longer matchsticks to make lighting the pony pumpkin I carved for this year's Nightmare Night easier:

I am wearing these pants with pride. These are the first clothes I bought and paid for with money from my writing. The first clothes my written pony words paid for. And I intend to make much more of that happen, this is only one step to an income that fully comes from my writing (and art, in the future), but it's a huge one and it's a boost for my morale in that regards.

Great times lie ahead and this progress makes me ever more hopeful for the future.

Stay not where it lurks, lock the door, turn off the light.

~ Flutterscare

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