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Clockwork2003


This Account Is No Longer Active Since 3/24/24

May
9th
2024

Mental Health Update: May 9, 2024 · 1:32am May 9th

Hello everyone, Noah here.

I'm holding steady with my mental health. I am not any worse or better than I was at my last update for you all back in April. Dopamine therapy is slow but steady. I think it will work eventually.

On the topic of pony fanfiction, I'm currently working on another shameless self-insert fic with my second mother, Princess Luna. Expect fluff and wholesome antics. This will be a sequel to "Luna is always there for you".

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Apr
19th
2024

Mental Health Update: April 19, 2024 · 1:14am April 19th

Hello everyone, Noah here.

First, happy birthday, Mom! You turn 47 today. I wouldn't be where I am today without you. I love you so much.

My depression is, well its not worse, but it hasn't really improved that much. I've been sporadically posting on X.com and my discord server, but I am trying to get chronic tech dependency under control. My therapist thinks I can do it.

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Mar
28th
2024

Mental Health Update: 3/27/24: Back in the Nick of Time · 1:55am March 28th

Hey, everyone. Noah here.

I caused a bit of a ruckus three days ago, when I said that I'm leaving fimfiction for good. I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know that I am okay.

I didn't fabricate the fact that I need to take some time to fix my tech addiction, but I realized that I can't just go cold turkey with social media; I need to learn how to use it in moderation. I am seeing a "tech addiction" counselor and it is helping somewhat.

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Mar
24th
2024

Mental Health Update: 3/24/24: Goodbye Clock?! · 11:03pm March 24th

Before anyone freaks out, no, I am not attempting suicide a third time!

Now that this disclaimer is out of the way, I wanted to let everyone know that my psychiatrist told me to delete each and every one of my socials permanently, if I am to keep my mental health in check.

Depression and anxiety suck, and being online has made some symptoms worse.

Twitter and Discord have both been deleted (2 weeks for Discord to permanently delete, and 30 days for Twitter to permanently delete).

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Mar
14th
2024

Mental Health Update: Pi Day 3/14/24 · 1:32am March 14th

Helll everyone, Noah/Clock here.

My mental health is meh, but the bigger issue is that I had gastro today, and I threw up.

I'm also going to see a new mental health counsellor next week to help mitigate my depression and tech addiction.

Glim fic revised chapter 1 will drop tomorrow.

Take care

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Mar
11th
2024

Mental Health Update March 11, 2024 · 2:33am March 11th

Hello everyone, Noah/Clockwork here.

Sunday went quite well. I went out for coffee with a friend today, and I got to baby-sit my two cousins. 8/10 mental health stability.

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Mar
10th
2024

Mental Health Update March 10 2024 · 4:34am March 10th

Hello, Noah/Clockwork here.

Happy Mar10 day to all who celebrate. If you are reading this, odds are we just had daylight savings time. This means I beat winter depression! Woohoo!

This past fall and winter were one of the worst in my life, and I am happy to be (mostly) better.

My Clockwork advice? Exercise for 30 minutes six times a week, and one day a week with no internet connection.

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Mar
10th
2024

Glim fic firmware update 2.0 · 4:27am March 10th

Hello, everyone, Clockwork here.

I got a very pleasant message from someone about the Starlight fic I wrote when I was 18. I might just reboot the fic now, especially since my writing has improved. Kind notes of appreciation go a long way.

P.S., I am on Twitter @Clockrelativity. I talk about AI and machine learning.

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Jan
17th
2024

Update: January 17, 2023. "For all time, always" · 3:37am January 17th

Hello everyone, Clockwork here.

I am still holding strong and keeping my mental health in check. On a scale of 1 to 10, 10 being amazing and one being bedridden with ennui, right now I straddle between 6 and 8.

I have begun working on that aforementioned Clockwork lore fic/ponyfied "Loki". I expect chapter 1 to be finished and uploaded by Friday.

Expect Starlight Glimmer as the main protagonist in lieu of Loki!

Stay kind and stay curious.

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Jan
16th
2024

Update: Jan 16, 2024 · 4:17am January 16th

Good evening everyone.

Still holding strong today, and overall I am doing better than I was in December. I am still riding the Vitamin D high of my month in Florida :)

College is going well, and I have a 3.5 GPA. Woohoo!

I find that doing a minimum of half an hour of exercise daily helps to keep my mood in check. 3x a week cardio and 3x a week strength training.

How is everyone else feeling today?

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