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Mental Health Update, June 27, 2024: What is Clockwork Doing Now?

Hello everyone. It's your favorite chronomancing unicorn speaking.
As all of you know, I pledged to wipe my socials. I kept my word with regard to X (formerly Twitter), but Discord proved harder, as I use it for work as well.
Overall, my mind has been clearer lately, and my mood has stabilized. I'm taking my time to fully reset my mental health.
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5 weeks
Mental Health Update: June 20, 2024

Hello,
I've finally done it. I said I'd do it in March but now I really did it. I permanently deleted Twitter and Discord.
Before I deleted each account, I randomly generated a 72 character password for each and used it as my new password. I don't remember it, so now there is 0 chance I can reactivate either account.
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11 weeks
Mental Health Update: May 9, 2024

Hello everyone, Noah here.
I'm holding steady with my mental health. I am not any worse or better than I was at my last update for you all back in April. Dopamine therapy is slow but steady. I think it will work eventually.
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14 weeks
Mental Health Update: April 19, 2024

Hello everyone, Noah here.
First, happy birthday, Mom! You turn 47 today. I wouldn't be where I am today without you. I love you so much.
My depression is, well its not worse, but it hasn't really improved that much. I've been sporadically posting on X.com and my discord server, but I am trying to get chronic tech dependency under control. My therapist thinks I can do it.
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17 weeks
Mental Health Update: 3/27/24: Back in the Nick of Time

Hey, everyone. Noah here.
I caused a bit of a ruckus three days ago, when I said that I'm leaving fimfiction for good. I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know that I am okay.
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2024

Mental Health Update: 3/24/24: Goodbye Clock?! · 11:03pm March 24th

Before anyone freaks out, no, I am not attempting suicide a third time!

Now that this disclaimer is out of the way, I wanted to let everyone know that my psychiatrist told me to delete each and every one of my socials permanently, if I am to keep my mental health in check.

Depression and anxiety suck, and being online has made some symptoms worse.

Twitter and Discord have both been deleted (2 weeks for Discord to permanently delete, and 30 days for Twitter to permanently delete).

I won't delete my fimfiction, but I am logging out.

I'll be okay. I love all of you. I'm trying to take care of myself.

See you next time,

Clockwork

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Clockwork2003 #1 · March 24th · 1 · ·

Yes, in November I did say the same thing, but I'm serious this time. If I don't delete my socials, I'm going to be kicked out of the house (I'm 20 so they can do that).

TheAncientPolitzanian