I know folks I promised you one about my future... But I decided to do next week's post instead. My Past... Sort of, kind of... I know, I know! I did go over it over thanksgiving but I promise you this will be a bit different.
(This post has bad jokes, hard lessens, and a challenge. You have been warned.)
“I laughed I cried, You moved me Bob!”
I’m not Bob, Lilly! I’m Cowgirl! And How did I move YOU!
“Drive into the river bob, Drive into the river.”
And tell me exactly what that is supposed to mean?
“I don’t know? Just saying!”
As I have already stated My sister is a REAL published author. Now Friday - Monday she is participating in a group that is putting their books on sale for those days only.
If you are looking for a good, self published, (Some are traditional) book glance through the titles. She is a awesome writer who is always pulling something new out of her hat.
http://knittedbygodsplan.blogspot.com/2014/11/a-thank-you-to-my-friends.html
A lot of you have been very encouraging in my art so today I did a bit of sketching while I hid from the crowd of people that is formally known as my family. (I have a LOT of relatives... Apple family reunion comes close but not quite as big as my family is when we are all there)
Enjoy...
May 1st 2013
Suiside
Why challenge myself for a 'morrow?
Why work for another day?
Why should I try for another?
Why live for another day?
There is no sense in me living,
No reason to live any more,
For this life that I am living.
Is such a wretched whore!
No reason to live this moment.
I have not a reason on this Earth.
Why am I a living?
What t'was the reason for my birth?
I see my family failing.
I see it falling apart!
I see them all crying!
April 24th 2013
Oh Lord, Do you hear me?
Oh, Do you hear my cries for help?
I am in pain LORD!
In soul, in mind, and health.
Do you hear my cries for help Lord?
As I sit here in the hall.
How long must I suffer?
How long must I be in pain?
When will you open the door Lord?
AGAIN I ASK HOW LONG!
Why must I suffer?
What are you trying to teach?
I thank thee for the kiss Lord.
But I wanted a hug.
I thank thee for the rest Lord,
But I didn't want to sleep.