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Two years it's been.... wow. I gotta be honest with myself and you all, it's probably not going to be finished. But I'll explain everything about the story, and much more importantly, explain some real life things you should all know and will probably be interested in knowing.

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So many of you may be wondering why Unnatural Existence hasn't been updated in an entire 16 months. Well, I'll do my best to explain.

1. I'm not too into MLP anymore. To be honest, I only watched 6 episodes of season 5 and nothing at all of season 6. Though I have many reasons more for that than just not being very into the show that I don't think I really need to go into here.

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I've been really distracted, spending less and less time on Fimfiction. It's not only because I've gotten a lot more busy - because, I'll be honest, I still have more than enough spare time to write - but it's also because I've lost my passion for any of this.

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FINALLY, CHAPTER 5 OF UNNATURAL EXISTENCE IS FINISHED!
Oh, this is such a relief, and as a polar opposite to that time I tried to continue it with no heart, I am very happy with how this chapter turned out.

Oh, happy-day!

Now I can finally focus on the next chapter for Depths of Despair....

Okay, my sickness is almost entirely gone! ^_^

Oh, and I wrote another scene for chapter 4, meaning there's only one scene left to write.

Aaaaand school starts up again on Tuesday. Don't worry though, it won't impede my writing. It may actually help it if my past examples of motivation are right.

WARNING: The creator of this blog may be under the influence of Bipolar Disorder while writing this. As such, do not take these words too seriously.

It's a-week-to-three-months since I updated Unnatural Existence.
THAT'S ALMOST A QUARTER OF A YEAR.

And it doesn't help I have this other story posted with only one chapter on it, not updated ever since it was posted....

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Whew! That was an exhausting weekend.
Took 6 hours to drive there and 6 hours to drive back, 'cause traffic was terrible. We also made a couple stops on the way home and the way there....
I had a great time seeing all the relatives I haven't seen since I was a little kid on Saturday, but because of it all I couldn't even really think about writing or anything.....

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I finally, after much struggle, broke past the writer's block and figured out what to do for the next chapter of both Unnatural Existence and Depths of Despair!
Now it's just a matter of writing them!

And, uh...I've been unusually busy lately...and I'm going to Ottawa to visit my family I haven't seen in years for the weekend. So no time to write.
It's also a 5 hour drive.....ugh.

Anyways, yeah! Progress finally!

I have been on the precipice of writing for DAYS now and it's really getting unbearable.
The reason I can't just write?

I don't know what to write about.

I have almost no idea what to do involving Unnatural Existence (those there on the night of July 1st will know why), and I'm not sure how to progress with Depths of Despair.

I've altered the description completely, changed the cover art to something more fitting, added a new genre tag and a new character tag, and am hoping to get to work on the next chapter soon.

Update to the update: I plan on altering the previous chapters a bit.To match up with what I'm actually going to head towards now.

I've undone things, edited chapter 4 slightly, and got things back on track. I'd like to apologize to everyone who happened to view that chapter and dealt with my depression over it all. I wish I could just erase all this drama i caused from everyone's memory, but, well, I can't.

I've been letting the stress get to me, and the need to constantly update overwhelmed me.
From now on, I'm only writing if

I've been losing passion in Unnatural Existence...don't get me wrong, I still love the story and want to continue it, but...
I feel like I've lost the mental energy and ability to do it. I've burned myself out from trying to write so often.

I've been thinking about starting a new chapter story...the problem is, if I know myself at all, I'll probably never get back to Unnatural Existence to finish it if I do.

I'm not sure what to do. I'm really pushing myself at this point.

I updated the short and long descriptions of Unnatural Existence in order to better fit the story. Not super important, but just thought I'd put that out there.

So, uh, I realized I never properly edited Chapter 4.
I did a couple edits just now, but it's really late and I need some sleep. I'll fix the rest some other time. Sorry to anyone who reads it and sees the problems ^^;

On a side note, can I vent for a bit?
Could people who dislike tell me why? I'd like to know more about how I can improve.

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I've got the 1380 words I wrote for the 4th chapter onto my new laptop! Now I just have to write the second half and edit it, and BOOM! We'll finally have the next chapter uploaded!

I finally got a new laptop!
It's really cruddy, and I owe my dad $210, but I have a new laptop!

I'm still getting used to it and resetting up everything important that I had before, but it should be ready soon.

The amount of crap going on right now is ridiculous. For almost 10 days, things have been changing, going wrong, problems being caused, and In the moments where I actually CAN write chapter 4, I usually have writer's block!

At this point I'm almost considering the 'On Hiatus' option because of all this.

The good news is I have about 1,380 words written so far of the new chapter.
The bad news is when I turned on my laptop today it made grinding noises.

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I'M SORRY! The struggle to write Chapter 4 of Unnatural Existence is a wild ride, and it's been crazy.

This blog is mostly for those who follow my story and not me (since they wouldn't have seen what's going on).

My laptop broke on the 19th, when I was already dealing with writer's block.
The next 3 days were practically a nightmare to deal with. Finally, I've got my laptop sort of on life support as it's hooked up to a separate monitor to view. That happened on the 22nd.

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I've been having serious troubles getting myself to just sit down and write the next chapter. I've had it planned out since the day after chapter 3 was uploaded, but I haven't been able to get myself to start writing it yet.

I told some people I'd do it yesterday and I didn't, so I'm sorry.
And I told a couple people I'd do it today. I'm still hoping to, but I'm no longer sure if it'll be ready today.

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