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ShadowKirby


26 years old, Bipolar Disorder, Asperger's Syndrome, am legally blind, and am a born again follower of Jesus Christ! I like Pinkamena/Pinkie and Fluttershy best. Send me a message if you wanna chat!

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  • 248 weeks
    Back to writing, with a vengeance

    No, not MLP content currently, sorry to disappoint :twilightsheepish: but I realized that I may as well share it here just for those interested. Whether I'll start writing here again remains to be seen (I'm not going to force myself to write something I'm not currently interested in), but I've finally started taking a hammer to that wall that keeps me from working on creative pursuits in my life.

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    4 comments · 309 views
  • 342 weeks
    EXTREMELY IMPORTANT Message for those who enjoyed U.E.

    PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE MESSAGE, IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT TO ACTUAL LIFE STUFF!

    Two years it's been.... wow. I gotta be honest with myself and you all, it's probably not going to be finished. But I'll explain everything about the story, and much more importantly, explain some real life things you should all know and will probably be interested in knowing.

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    12 comments · 762 views
  • 375 weeks
    Gonna explain why there hasn't been an update

    So many of you may be wondering why Unnatural Existence hasn't been updated in an entire 16 months. Well, I'll do my best to explain.

    1. I'm not too into MLP anymore. To be honest, I only watched 6 episodes of season 5 and nothing at all of season 6. Though I have many reasons more for that than just not being very into the show that I don't think I really need to go into here.

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    20 comments · 556 views
  • 418 weeks
    Started writing again!

    So I've been reading a lot of pony fanfiction again lately. I'm looking at my fanfics too and they're not as bad as I remembered. In fact, I've started writing new chapters for my stories! :twilightsmile:

    20 comments · 355 views
  • 418 weeks
    Livestreaming!

    I'm starting a livestream at www.twitch.tv/shadowr2kirby2
    It's been a long time since I've done that! I'm streaming a Pokemon Emerald Randomized Nuzlocke. If anyone's interested, come watch please! It'll be going for several hours.

    7 comments · 275 views
Oct
20th
2015

Passion gone. Explanations, and indefinite hiatus..... · 2:46am Oct 20th, 2015

I've been really distracted, spending less and less time on Fimfiction. It's not only because I've gotten a lot more busy - because, I'll be honest, I still have more than enough spare time to write - but it's also because I've lost my passion for any of this.

Late 2014, I got really interested in MLP again, after having burnt myself out of it mid 2012. I joined Fimfiction on Jan 29th to favourite stories and comment and like, and also to post stories if I ever wrote any, which I obviously did.

Of course, I never expected to get the attention I did when I posted my third story, Caged Inside.

Suddenly I felt obligated to write often. And at first that wasn't a problem. Then it became one. And it became one because I overworked myself, and over saturated myself with pony stuff. Again.

It's a repeat of 2012, my obsession is gone. My interest is dying.

Now don't get me wrong; I'll never stop loving these cute little coloured horsies, (Pinkie Pie! :heart:) but I no longer have the drive or interest to continue writing. And I've realized I'm also stiffing my writing talents from going towards other projects. Maybe even fanfictions for other series.

And I'll definitely EVENTUALLY continue these stories. It'll just take...some sort of spark. Some burst of interest again, to rekindle that dying flame in me.

Of course, who knows? Maybe that flame will be rekindled by something really soon! I certainly don't know the future. I just know I can't focus on this stuff anymore. Not if my interest is mostly gone.

Either way, I'll still be around here, probably most days at some point or another. It's not like I don't still read, and reply to comments.
Please don't lose hope in my stories being continued; I still really want to finish them, for many, many reasons, the biggest of which being because you guys like them so much.

But for now....however long it may be, a couple weeks or over a year, I'll be focusing my writing talents elsewhere.

-ShadowKirby






Story Progress:
Unnatural Existence Chapter 6:
First scene mostly figured out.
Outline of the rest of the story completed.

Depths of Despair Chapter 2:
Part of first scene written, whole chapter outlined in detail.

Colourless:
Major points in the story planned out.

One-shot Projects:
Many half written, two completed but unedited.

Report ShadowKirby · 248 views · Story: Unnatural Existence · #Hiatus
Comments ( 9 )

It's a shame to see you halt the writing. You are quite good at it, and your concepts are amazing. I totally respect your decision, no matter how bummed out I am. I really hope everything works out well for you! Thanks for the awesome stories! Until you return to writing here, pony on, my dear author!

If it's good for you, I mean, I'm sure some people are a little mad for this hiatus but it's about you. We can't force you to write and the consequences would be a terrible writing if you don't want to write but are obliged.
Anyway, I hope when (and if) you'll be back it'd be with a new desire for ponies

At least you aren't physically dead. Which in my experience is pretty damn optimal.

I don't think I can say it better than these three. Good luck to you. I may come looking for you on Skype once in a while, and I'll definitely let you know if I might be able to do Painless.

3483659 :rainbowlaugh: Thanks, I needed that. :twilightsmile:

3483610 Remove the if, my friend. I will be back with more pony writing eventually :pinkiesmile:

3483370 Thank you :pinkiesad2: I'll definitely come back and continue writing here eventually!

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You're welcome. You may surprise yourself, friend. When I hit a wall with my creative writing, I sometimes find writing for a wholly different genre or style helpful for getting me back on track. The brain is powerful thing. It can even help solve problems while you're asleep, so I've read.

In any case, you've got people rooting for you, I among them. Live well.

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