So never mind about that last blog post · 3:07am Jun 7th, 2021
I had made a post about trying to do four stories for the Pride and Positivity event. Then this weekend happened. I don't want to get into details right now, but it's been extremely bad, mental health wise.
So now I'm left wondering what to do, and frankly surprised that I'm still alive. I don't have a job anymore. It was the best job I ever had, and I just... walked out. I can't function like a normal person, and trying to is going to kill me someday.
But that's not what this is about. This isn't sad bun hours, this is me telling you what to expect from me. I'll probably tell y'all the whole story soonish when I feel comfortable telling people about what went down, but for now, I just want to say I'm reevaluating what I want to do with my time, and it's not try to write four stories in a month. Out of my ideas, one in particular called to me, so I'm deciding I could have died this weekend, what the fuck am I doing when I'm not doing the things I want to do? Why haven't I written a whole Deltarune novel yet? Because fuck I want to, but I retooled my novel idea into an original story idea because I felt like that's what I should do. And when I'm doing fanfic, I almost exclusively do pony because I feel like I should.
So I only have one writing idea calling to be right now, and that's my slow burn trans lesbian Suselle Deltarune story, so fucking hell that's what I'm going to do. I'm taking my oneshot ideas, and I'm making a novel, because that's what I'm god damn good at and it might be the only thing I'm good at and it might give me something resembling happiness to do it. So while I know that this is disappointing to a lot of people who are here for pony content, that's what I'm doing. I'm not saying I'm done with pony stories, there's so much more I want to do especially in WWB, but I need to do something fresh right now, and that's Deltarune. You can expect my usual queer spice of life romantic drama with a focus on realism and interpersonal relationships, the same thing I do with ponies, but this will be a Deltarune story (and if you haven't played Deltarune, go play it, it's free and only takes a few hours).
Well. I will say that I am happy that you are alive, and that I hope you enjoy writing that Deltarune story.
Oh jeez. I am so sorry. I'm happy you're alive. Do whatever you need to do. Please message if I can help in any way.
Oh, I am sorry to hear that. I'm glad that you're alive and hope that everything works out for you.
We’re all glad that you’re okay. That means more than a slew of new one shots.
I'm glad you're not dead. o.o And yeah, fuckin' chase that idea! You do it!
Thank you.
Thank you for your stories here. Without them I definitely wouldn't be as entertained, as invested in this fandom, as happy, and (perhaps most importantly) as open minded as I am today.
Thank you for your time that you've put in to hone your talents as a writer. If you never write another word I will still go on to consider you the greatest MLP author of your generation and definitely one of my all time favourite authors of any generation.
Thank you for writing in such a heartfelt, relevant, and moral way. There are writers who put ten times as many words down but who will never have half the meaningful impact that your work does.
Thank you for being a great person online. It's rare to see someone so connected to there fans in the comment section, and beyond.
So thank you. Thank you for everything.
:)
(Oh yeah, and screw all those who got annoyed from your take on human Fluttershy)
Really glad you're still here. Hope working on the idea gives you what you hoped for.
*hugs*