Save me... · 8:38pm Oct 3rd, 2019
Today is the worst day of my life. Today I was in my second class working on a geometry lesson, and when we were going over a lesson, I was having struggles with a question which got me stuck. When someone in my class gave a solution about the question, which did made me quite confused. I gave my opinion that it didn’t quite make sense to me, which resulted my geometry teacher to get aggressive at me, accusing me that was being impolite. I wasn’t trying to be rude to anyone, I was just asking my opinion and hoping that the person would state it in a way I could understand.
As the lesson went on, one of my group asked me a question about the problem, I answered her question again which caused my teacher to call me out again. No matter how I explain myself, she just kept attacking me mentally, while all my classmates stare at me like I’m a psycho. The same looks that everyone gives me in school, treating me like I’m a freak that’s about to get angry at them at any minute. They treat me like an outcast everyday, for 3 years in high school. Even the people I know, the friends I made, as I talk with them they act like I don’t even exist. As if I’m invisible.
For 3 years, I had suicidal thoughts or feelings of depression. But I always try to ignore them for months, trying to hold onto hope. But today was the day I break.
During free hours, I planned to cut myself, but instead I only manage to scratch myself on the wrist with what I had. During my third class, my photoshop teacher discovered me, and tried to cheer me up. And as I was heading to my next class, my friend Ella convinces me to see a counselor and gave me a hug in comfort.
I felt grateful for what they tried to do, but this depression I felt was still lingering in my mind, trying to take away my small light of hope I have left.
Please someone talk to me. I don’t want to be alone. Please.
What was the problem? We may be able to help.
I can't talk right now because I'll be leaving my home soon, but I could talk to you later if you want
Yeah, we can help, buddy.
take it easy
5131947
I just don’t want to feel alone And to not treated like I don’t exist. The worst thing to do to a person, is to make them feel like they do not exist.
5131955
Those people that make you feel that way are in my opinion and sorry for my language are assholes and they don’t get the chance to redeem themselves.
But in all fairness ignore them, listen to some calm music when at home before you go to school clear your mind and stay positive.
Also if someone is helping you then accept their help, they’re just looking out for you.
5131957
Thanks
5131955
I understand. Well, we are hear for you, and always will be.
We’ll be hear for you u can talk to anyone one of us .
Here's an idea, record your fuckface teacher's nonsense, tell your parents about it and show them the evidence and then present that evidence to the principal, maybe they'll tell that dipshit teacher to calm their shit respect you a little more
shadow knight to make you better we can make a story together sounds fun right
5131964
That I can agree with.
All the drama about Holy's suicide note was depressing as hell. You can take that bad day and burn it down. Put a smile on your face.
5131968
Thank you.
5131955
I'v felt like that way plenty of times.
It's okay man, it wasn't your fault. Don't get depressed for a class, you are better than that.
I'm not the best at giving advice but if you ever want to talk, let me know. Take it easy.
5131955
we ALL exist, sure, we MAY have bad days but in the end, as the sultan of swat, the king of crash, the colossus of clout, the great bambino, babe ruth once said "never let the fear of striking out get in your way" so shake off this bad day, and show it you will not go down without a fight!!
your not alone and you never will be I got your bake and i'm her if you ever need to toke