You know Badwolf231 but you don't know the person behind the name and why I choose to help! · 5:10am Jul 5th, 2019
I need to get something off of my chest and that is that everyone knows me by Badwolf231 but no one knows me for the good deeds that I have done and all the good things I have tried to do. You see I am someone who has depended upon luck to survive. You see I have a mental and physical disability that plagues me everyday in the real world and so a long time ago I couldn't speak at all and I was completely mute. I then had to be enrolled in a private school in order to gain access to speak and even move correctly. Yes I have a physical disability where the whole life side of my body is weaker than my right side of my body. I was also bullied by my fellow classmates and ridiculed by them. My parents then were told of a medical theory that I might have suffered a stroke before being born. I don't even know if they are keeping that theory or if they abandoned it. Then in the year 2012 I lost my grandmother to breast cancer. I didn't even get to say goodbye. She died on December 25th on Christmas day. I saw the harsh reality and after that day I decided that I would protect everyone to the best of my capability but for the mental and physical disability problem I had was going to make that a challenge and so I trained myself to overcome my disabilities and now at days I fool everyone maybe even myself. If you look at me know you would think there's no way you could have had the disabilities that you said you have but it's true and I will tell you that I don't really see anything wrong with my abilities when fighting or protecting the people I care about but deep down I know that I still don't operate the same way other people do. I had to relearn and use my physical and mental abilities different from other people. I am not bragging about this because I never attack someone unless they attack me first but I have never lost a fight in fact I have never even been hurt at any moment of these fights. I have trained myself to think differently and so I fight with the intent to only disable my opponents options to fight without hurting them in any way. No one I have fought had been Injured. I chose to not fight unless absolutely necessary and even then that is the last option. I have grown smarter and more normal now but I can't help but remember what I went through and I can't help but tell myself I have to be better than what I am. I know a Hero of justice doesn't even make sense but I don't care. I have lost a lot of things and I fight and help people so they don't have to go through what I had to go through. This is all true and I have personally chosen to give you a glimpse into my life and my mind set because you guys might see Badwolf as just a username but I see the name as a promise that I have made and sworn a life to. This is the real Badwolf231 and this is me with my real life story and my real life purpose. I am sorry about this blog but I have felt like I needed to clear the air for awhile now and I am glad to have cleared everything off of my plate.
Thank you for all you do.
I never would have known this, and I've been on the Xbox with you
I don't know what to say about this since I had my right arm disabled when I was born (which is bent now) but that really is something you have to have a lot of courage to say what Happened to you
wow ,ok that was . just ,dude,i cant.wow
i would prompt for suicide if i had your life .good work brother .you are definitely stronger then me
Well took. Your awesome. This is what I like in a lot of good people. Perservearance, and the want to help others
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I don't see what I did as awesome or strong because there's other people who have to overcome more than even I do. Please give them the thought because I always did.
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I was taking the chance to explain more about myself and why I choose to be the way I am.
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I don't talk about it much anymore and well I fooled you just like I fooled my friends.
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I hope you don't mind the blog but I was kind of reflecting on my life and the choices that I made.
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Just because there are others that have more going on doesn't you you shouldn't get recognition. All who do good and have had a rough time deserve to be given there doos.
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When a hero is gone his actions will speak for him. What would my actions say if I expect to get rewards for my good deed? In the end we're all just stories so make a story a good one right. I am going to make my life's story the best I can. Because one day when I die the only people who will remember me will be the ones that I helped. I hope to inspire people one day even if it's small it's enough for me.
I am going to be a hero until the day I die and I expect nothing In return.
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I wasn't saying to expect anything. You not expecting anything is what makes you the hero or good guy. If someone expects to get something either they are spoiled, or that's their line of work. There is this anime I watched call rising of the shield hero. Give it a shot and let me know what you think. It's an example of where the mc I the good guy, but he is also a traveling merchant. He won't be a hero for free. Though if you watch it, it'll make sense.
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There's that will prove my point as well it's called Fate stay/night unlimited blade works. If you watch it play close attention to Sheiro Emma's ( sabers master) character and archer. Sheiro will provide
a clearer picture than what I can explain. Fate stay/night unlimited blade works is watchable on Netflix.
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I've seen that one.
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Look I plainly don't want anything In return if you think people owe me something then I can't change that but I don't see a point in getting a reward.
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I wasn't saying people owe anything. I'm just saying your a good guy who on the occasion could have a little recognition once in a while. Also, I like how we keep going back and forth. Nice to have a friendly discussion
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You have to do more than I have done in order to get recognition of everything I do.
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If that's how you see it then alright. I just see it differently. Either way, nice to meet you aquaintance
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Are you angry?
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No, why do you ask? Did I make it seem like that? I was just trying to say how everyone can have there own opinion
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No I just thought you were bit tired of this discussion.
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