Force of will · 10:22pm Jun 26th, 2017
God, it's just so hard to get in the mood to do things these days. I drew so much last week that I hardly wrote, and even though I managed to get the chapter finished, I don't feel like I'm ready to start my tumblr/askblog/4 koma series yet because I just don't have enough stuff put together yet.
Well, that and the fact that my art never seems well received when I think I've finally done something I feel is worthy of praise. Does it ever get you down when you work hard on something, only to have it ignored? Maybe everything I produce is actually garbage and I'm the only one who has yet to realize that or something. [](/ajshrug) Well whatever. I'll write and draw for me because I want to do it. It's not like anybody pays me for my work anyways, I always wanted to do this because I wanted to and for no other reason. It's proof that I lived and even if I don't feel like it, I am getting better with everything I do. Never give up. A believing heart is magic.
Little witch academia finished airing yesterday, and out of all of them, it is my favorite trigger show. Akko is best girl, and Ursula is literally the teacher that everyone deserves in their lives. A believing heart is magic, and don't you ever forget that. Other amazing tv to come out last week was the Perfect Pear episode of the little cartoon horse program and dear god, if there was ever an episode to inflict feels. Best episode, no contest. I am happy with myself for having it in my story that Citrus and Applebloom shared coat colors, even if I was completely off the mark with their mom. That aside, this was never meant to be an 'in world' story, so ponies not being the same between my little world and what happens in the show has no effect on me.
Until next time~
-KCZ
