May
2nd
2017
A New Name? · 5:29am May 2nd, 2017
A new name you may ask? Well it's to remind me of how I have failed to be there for my sweet Candy and for that I am sorry. I won't fail to protect any of you anymore.............Maybe one day I can truly earn the name as Pen the Dragon again in the future or even wolf. Until than I am a fallen prime and I can only focus on moving on into the future. I will press on and continue my stories, because if that can make all of you happy than that'll make me happy.
Hope you feel better soon, PM me if you wanna talk about your feelings. I will be here for you even though I still don't know you very well. Continue your stories, I might read one of them myself. Maybe.
We all have our weak spots. However it's how you handle it that defines you. There's still a chance of brining Candy back. Remember though, not every one will be a win. Possibly failing one doesn't change any the fact that you're not a amazing protector.
You are sweet, caring, and strong. You truly love others, and that's hard to find in people now a days. A lot of people keep telling me not to focus on what's wrong, but what I seceded at. You need to do that too. No matter how hard it is, think back to every success that you had. Why? because You ARE Pen the DRAGON. NOT Pen the Fallen Prime. Understood?
Come on, bro. You're being harsh on yourself. Punishing yourself or changing your name won't change or accomplish anything. Just learn from your mistakes and move on.
Fam, stop being so hard on yourself. First off, it's a name... on a pony site. Second, you need to move on, okay? Stop dwelling on the past
Sorry, but who's Candy?
4516949 Thank you, I might take you up on that offer
4517014 Understood ma'me
I failed Candy the most Pen...Don't put yourself down like this...But I understand...Remember I'm always here for you man...Don't hear that and ignore it like everyone else.does...
4517096 Xen it wasn’t your fault..... Just let me wallow okay. But thanks for caring.
4517122 How about you're not going to wallow and yes it is my fault. I'm her big brother damn it, someone that she can trust, and I couldn't help her. I couldn't keep her happy...I couldn't keep her safe or remain here...now she's gone and it's all my damned fault....
4517134 Xen if you blame yourself again I'm going to tape you to a wall! It isn't your fault. I'm her boyfriend and the one to be blamed is me okay. It's my burden and no one else's got it!
4517149 Yeah have fun with taping me to a wall when it's never going to happen. Now stop thinking it's all your fault, when it isn't! Stop thinking that everything falls onto your shoulders when I failed Candy a lot. I'm supposed to be her brother but what happens? She up and leaves while I can't do jack shit about it. I failed her just as much as you, don't whine about it being 'only your fault' Pen...please I don't want to see you like this and I already hate myself as is for failing her...
Pen, I'm glad that writing stories has helped make you happy. Work and hobbies like writing are excellent ways to distract someone from grief, so long as it doesn't make you forget what caused the pain. I'm just a budding fanfic writer, but like you I can find more happiness in my life by finding out that people are happy when they read what I write. It's always a great feeling to find other ways to put your imagination to use other than in a job. Writing a story on this site has helped me express what makes me That Weird Dragon, and I hope that writing helps you express what makes you Pen.
This lover of fanfiction looks forward to what you'll do next.
I'm sorry but... who's candy? What happened?