Goodbyes · 3:58am Aug 21st, 2016
I can't find a job, so I can't eat. I'm struggling to even do that.
I don't have any medication for my schizophrenia, so I won't be able to help myself in that area due to no health insurance.
My time goes into looking for a job, and a few video games. I can't find the inspiration these days.
The final nail in the coffin goes to my Grandmother's death as of a week ago. My mother can't look after my three siblings by herself, her 'boyfriend' won't be helping her raise the kid. He ran off, with my Grandmother being what held the family down. Child services came by to take my brothers and sisters- Or they say for "inspection". But for how long that will last, I don't know.
I'm dead, I'm beat up, I don't have anything left in me. I'm sorry guys, I've let you down. You had hope in me, and I failed. I just don't have any fight in me, not now. So, I don't know how long I'll be gone. Goodbye is really the only thing I can say. If you want to ever message me for something, I guess you can inbox me for my Skype and if I get on I'll see it. I'm done for now though.
It's been fun, Fimfiction.
I am sorry that things are going so badly for you, I can't do much for you , but I will hope that things will get better for you in the future. I hope you will be able to keep your family together.
I'm sorry that things aren't going great for you. The best and only advice I can give is to push through as best you can. Wish I could help.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Thanks you guys.
This won't be the first time she's lost her children though, it would be the second. I'm not legally her child anymore, I'm just old enough to visit her if I want to. She lost two others as well. My Grandmother's funeral was yesterday. I didn't even think about that as I wrote "nail in the coffin".
I'm sorry things are going bad and tough for you and your family, can't imagine how you are feeling. I hope things get better for you all. I can only give you my prayers
really sorry to hear that. i do pray things start to look up for you and your family. it's cruel that so many bad things are happening to those who don't deserve life shitting on them.
and i hope your mother's boyfriend gets what's coming to him
Good luck.
I will always remember you and the struggles you face. farewell.
Dude if you ever need a shoulder and find yourself online, inbox me. Until then I hope things start looking up for you or that "the man" decides to support your family rather than tear it apart. As for the ship jumper your ma dated, don't rough him up too much if you see him, jail isn't worth injuring him. Do get the idea of the effects the consequences of his actions will have on the family. If he truly cares he'll hurt and it'll motivate him to be a man and take charge where he needs to to keep the family together and supported into stability.
Oh wow that’s....sad and here I think I have it bad with my ear (ear sound?) problems.
I won’t start joking about schizophrenia and I start to understand why you might be not able to write the way you want everytime.
I mean I can only think about it from what I know in several movies.