Life take's my cake · 11:14pm Jul 24th, 2016
Okay... Update have been rather... nonexistent as of late, so here is what's going on. I'm a idiot at time, and two weeks ago, I punched my window with my palm, not a good idea. The reason? Family problems. And for the last two weeks, I have nineteen stitches from my elbow to my wrist, three of the stitches are zip tie size. Thus making my good left arm completely useless. Yes, I still am on here, mostly reading and typing comments with my right hand. Hell, I could only play video games for a little bit before I was screaming like I was on fire. The reason I didn't tell sooner is because I din't like telling my life problems on the internet. But you awesome guys should know what's going on, so... Yeah. But that still doesn't explain the lack of updates before that. To be honest, I have two more stories that had my interest in writing. And one more that had 20,000 words that I scraped/stopped working on because I hated where it was going. But on the good news, I had recently visited the doctor and removed 11 smaller, healed up stitches, making my left arm more usable. And just to make you guy happy, I'm not writing on the other stories until I update both Lord Of Bones and Sentient Difference. Hope I can accomplish this soon and add a few more chapters. Anyhow, hope you guys have a good time and thanks for staying with me.
Damn man, just stay safe
Get help if you can.
It does you no good to bottle up emotions.
They will find a way out anyway.
I wish you well on your projects.
4111864 Thanks.
4112084 Thank you for your advise, but I'm not doing that. I just don't feel comfortable explaining my life to others that I don't know. But I had to tell my surprisingly loyal followers something. So yeah... But thanks for your concerns. It makes me feel liked for what I am.
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I go to group therapy every two weeks.
In the beginning, all of the folks in group were strangers.
But, I was able to unburden myself and get some relief.
These aren't "normal" folks, these are people dealing with the same
stuff I have or worse. They have shared coping strategies and just plain support.
I struggled with my problems for years and maybe if I had gotten help earlier, things would've been better.
Last Monday, I got some money to replace the boot drive for my PC. It had been down for months.
I planned to dual boot win 7 and win 10.
Get the tools so I can put stuff on my android phone.
Then I would make a demo app and put it on my phone.
I got the drive the next day and over the weekend I got everything done on my checklist.
When it was all done instead of going "Whoo Hoo!" or "Ah yeah I got this!", I just felt meh.
Seriously, this was almost perfect. The drive could have arrived later. It could have been defective.
I was on a deadline. Win 10 won't be free after July 29th.
I've dealt with computers for years and know how sometimes simple stuff can go so sideways.
No, everything was alright. I had to remind myself to be happy that I did what I wanted.
This is what I have to deal with almost everyday.
Don't struggle by yourself, find a way to get help.
You can go to group and just listen.
That sucks dude, but keep at it! We can wait... A loyal follower will eagerly await an update on stories, a weak follower will demand updates after reading the latest chapter.
Have a stache