Happy jew tears and things · 6:15am Jan 15th, 2016
Been a while, as it normally is with me. Been up to alot and not much at all at the same time somehow. For starters, I wrote porn finally (or clop for you people that still horse speak. lel) Yeah, never saw that coming myself. As solid as I think it is, I don't think I'll be posting anywhere. Weird fetishes involved and includes litterally two ponies; bigblackintosh and some rando I honestly want to turn into another race or something. Anyway, so thats a thing. Another thing thats come up recently is my willingness to complete Smokeless. Yeah, I know. Was talking all that good shit a few weeks ago, but now. I dunno, the feeling with this story is dying but it still has a heartbeat. Like, I still have all the massive scenes I planned on doing in my head, but here I am, writing this blog post when I could be at least attempting to finish a decent length chapter that was a quarter of the way done. I dunno. On top of all that, I got some art of Jann. I know right? Free stuff from a friend I literally am incapable of paying and it pisses me off.
She decided she should have red hair for some reason, but fuck it, why the hell not?
Anyway once again, still at this cross road of creativity. I've finally figured out that if I literally force myself to try to write for like, five fucking minutes, I can put down at least a sentence or two. But at the moment, literally the only thing on my radar as far as writing goes is porn for my characters. I really am at that point where I can't decide if I'm tricking myself into believing I'll ever get Smokeless done, or that I'm honestly considering dropping it. So fucking annoying and confusing.
Anyway. Hope you're all staying safe, maybe you're one of the lucky fucks that one a million bucks recently. If so, go hide your shit you lucky fucker, if you're not, eh. Eitherway, take care.
