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6 weeks
Finally made it to Babscon

What a long strange trip it's been. This is much harder to do on the fly with a disabled girlfriend than flying solo. Honestly it's a good lesson but yeah I'm here I'm queer and I'm ready to party with my peers and also apparently work at the conop's desk for the next few hours once I get GS electric wheelchair out and charging. As always look for the short fat white guy currently with a beard
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6 weeks
EDIT: IRL Friend loaned me $10. Gonna make it to Burlingame.Hi this is embarrassing and awkward but I'm not sure I have enough gas money to make it the rest of the way to BABSCon could I borrow like $20 for a few days until I'm able to busk a bi

Hi this is embarrassing and awkward but I'm not sure I have enough gas money to make it the rest of the way to BABSCon could I borrow like $20 for a few days until I'm able to busk a bit and other fund generation?
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7 weeks
Starlight 🤝🪁🪁🪁🤝Gazans

I'm going to try to publish a story about kite flying on the 30th and encourage you to do so as well.
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9 weeks
BABSCon 2024

Facebook places who's going to Bay area brownie spectacular convention at the end of the month? It'll be my first pony convention in like 2 years almost cuz finances have been shit and I've been taking care of my disabled girlfriend etc but she is going to be coming with me and going to her first Brony convention since 2013 Equestria LA, when she was harassed a bunch and dealt with a ton of
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11 weeks
On Death

I call myself a hopeful agnostic. I vigorously want there to be an afterlife, where there's joy, justice, and fellowship for all God's creatures, great and small. I am unbelievably terrified of the prospect that one day I will cease to exist. And I want so desperately for all entities across space and time who have felt hurt and pain and suffering and helplessness and confusion and fear to feel
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Nov

19th

2015

Two Lost and Lonely Souls Pondering the Metaphysical Implications of a Slow Dance · 7:56pm Nov 19th, 2015

Here together, moving as one:
two lost and lonely souls, just looking for fun.
We all want to believe it lasts forever,
Brighter than the sun, that we're the only ones.
We all want to believe it's getting better.
We're afraid to conceive that it could soon be done.

We're together, in each other's arms.
Dancing to a sad song, it's got a certain charm.
But I have you and you have me, we've got each other.
And that's enough to make it though the night.

What are we doing here? What are we running from?
What are we writing in our biographies?
What do we have to fear, covered in bass and drum?
Why do we consume our pornography?

And where do you go when you don't even know what's reality?
And what do you do when you haven't a clue?
And what do you say when you see that each day runs a course of banality?
What are you gonna do about it?

Here forever, we all wish it worked that way.
But it doesn't. Wish as we may.
Every day growing closer to death,
And you know you take away my breath.
That probably doesn't help but I don't care.
And there's nothing I would rather do, than for a moment dance with you.

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