Updates (Fiery Friendship) ((MUST READ))

This is a very serious blog and as I'm writing it I'm worried it's going to sound like I'm being a whiny bitch. But I'm going to do this regardless. Proceed at your own risk.

I didn't do as good as I hoped to do this semester. I did pass some lessons, but some I scraped the passing grade. I do have to say that sometimes it was so hot I couldn't study in my own house but I do have to admit I wasn't exactly wanting it enough... I wanted the exams to finally end, so I can free myself from them even temporarily. This was a delusion... BUT Let me start at the beginning. As I entered university life I thought things were going to be calmer. I was let loose without restraint and without exercising restraint upon a life of laziness that I wouldn't even attempt to get out of for the next 3 years.

While it isn't as bad as it sounds it's still really bad. I was a lazy prick and I'm not ashamed to admit my mistakes as I do in many cases. Ever since two years ago I've started an extensive attempt to resume my reading habits with the continued support of my parents. Despite their support, financial or otherwise... I do feel that they do their mistakes and contribute upon a situation that's completely demotivational for me. I sometimes feel like I've lost the spark within me, the passion to go on.

I seem to work well under pressure. Or maybe it seems that I've been used to working that way and can't seem to pull myself together voluntarily. It seems my recent origin story of Selune proves that to me. I had the idea all along in my head, but it seems that the pressure of a deadline of a contest motivated/forced me to write things down.

I don't exactly know how to organize myself. Despite that I'm not giving up, and I'm no longer waiting for a break like I did with my previous writings. I'm going to write through the semester if I have to, even through exams if I can do it without neglecting my studies.

I realized that waiting for the right time is bullshit. There's never gonna be a time when I'm going to be totally relaxed, or ready to write, and the more I postpone it the more this demotivation is gonna stay where it is.

There are however some things that I need to consider. My mother has been pushing me to basically write for money. While I'm not the guy that has terrible self esteem I think my mother partly believes that I am good enough ((idea wise? I don't know...)) to make money out of what I enjoy. While I understand that is something to consider and I am certain that I could try this out here's the thing.

I know jack shit in this sector. No I don't mean in writing. I mean I know jack shit in the Patreon sector and generally in the sector of paid writing. I'd like to think I've read a lot of fics but it seems that I need to read even more. It's going to take dedication, determination, and a good pc ((because let's face it the one I have in university is a scrapbox)).

So what do I want from you guys? I want you god-damn honest feedback on the matter of me creating a patreon account and starting to write for money. I promise honest to god that I will keep writing with the same mind I have been writing already which means writing for the sake of having fun together with my audience ((without becoming the audience's bitch)).

I will definitely need an editor since English isn't my mother language and I'm Greek.

Now what does this mean for this fic? Terra, Selune, Akame, and Fenix will continue their story. There already exists a prequel about the two ponies focusing on Selune which you can find here:http://www.fimfiction.net/story/280192/origins---selune-darkeye
There also exists a sequel where the story of my characters will go on and will be one of my main future focuses: http://www.fimfiction.net/story/232781/a-quest-for-knowledge

I welcome any feedback you guys have.