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Cerulean Swirl


Greetings. Welcome to my humble page. If you like, please stay awhile. Listen to the aria of the past.

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  • 206 weeks
    Whoever is Alive, Sound off....

    If you're around, let me know.
    I'm still alive.
    I'm here, waiting for you.

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  • 442 weeks
    to deku jay

    for his eyes only, please....
    ....
    ......
    I am writing to you now....simply because I wish to say one thing to you.
    I am sorry.
    I know you won't forgive me.
    but I write this because I just wanted to say that.
    ....
    I....
    I promised not to contact you anymore, but I am allowed to apologize.
    ....
    i cannot take your hate anymore.
    I cannot take anyone's.

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  • 470 weeks
    HELLO FAMILY!!!!!

    Hello, all of you wonderful people!!!!!
    I love all of you, my darlings. It is awesome to see all of you!!!!!!
    Swirlie's back, baby.
    And better than ever!!!
    While you're around, have a brownie. Fresh out of the oven!!

    18 comments · 334 views
  • 475 weeks
    The Ugly Truth


    ....

    Sometimes to tell the truth means to destroy everything you have created for yourself.
    A life.
    A love.
    A relationship.
    So I think it's about time I tell the truth, because no matter what it says on the right about me being most like Applejack......you all have to know now that it is wrong. I have always been a liar.

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    22 comments · 586 views
  • 476 weeks
    Huggle For You

    :pinkiehappy: Because everyone needs a huggle once and a while.



    18 comments · 366 views
Apr
1st
2015

The Ugly Truth · 3:16pm Apr 1st, 2015


....

Sometimes to tell the truth means to destroy everything you have created for yourself.
A life.
A love.
A relationship.
So I think it's about time I tell the truth, because no matter what it says on the right about me being most like Applejack......you all have to know now that it is wrong. I have always been a liar.
Even when I was little, even. I even lied about the littlest things: not brushing teeth, not eating a cookie from the cookie jar, not breaking that plate or bowl. My dad still gets mad at me about this problem, and just now I've chosen to fix it.
When I was in middle school, I was bullied, with unkind words that I'm sure some of you have all heard before. It was then and there that something ripped inside me, and the way it regrew is not something I'm proud of.
Ever since those days, I have dedicate myself to helping each and every one of you on here, giving you kindness when you needed it, and a hug when you're down. This, in itself is thankfully NOT a lie.
But when you meet all these people and help them with their troubles, you start to meet potential mates.
LOTS of potential mates. Ones that have been ridiculed and been through their own amount of crap. Ones that you know you could care for.
I met several of them, and instead of picking just one, I did the unthinkable: I cheated.
Maybe it was because I wanted them to stop being alone, or maybe it was because I finally wanted the feeling of being loved in that way.....but I did it.
Nevertheless, I did it.
I've twisted the truth about myself so many times I doubt you all will still long to be around me.
Here are the facts.
-I am 16 years old.
-My name is Dani, though sometimes I am called Claudia.
-I love each and every one of you. Very, very much.
Now, some of you may decide to never speak to me again....and if that is the case, then go ahead.
I deserve it.
I want to pay for my mistakes somehow, and I know that not enough of self punishment is going to do that.
So.....if you have to go, go.
But if you stay....
Then I will always be your Swirlie. I want to always be there for you when you need it. I want to love you all as my family. I told you that I can never leave Fimfiction, and that truth comes to me every day when I visit this site.
I know that I have done wrong.
And I also know that I am no Element of Honesty.
But.....
If you find it in your hearts...
I would love your forgiveness.

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Comments ( 22 )

2931400 Thank you. *hugs you*

2931403 no problem *hugs back*

Comment posted by HudsonHawk deleted Apr 1st, 2015

*hugs* Despite... things. I do forgive you, even if I was barely mixed up in it, and only knew some of this because of a couple friends and because I knew you. I forgive you

I'm staying beside you!

.... you're not the element of honesty... but you have a heart of gold. it takes a lot of guts for you to tell all this...
you have the element of Kindness deep in you.... you just forget that ... you have to be strong sometimes.....
I want to make you strong, my angel.... I can forgive you.... because....

I love you

2931535
That was beautiful.

2931613 thank you very much. I did do care about Swirl.

Hey C. I know I'm getting here a little late, but I'll say it nevertheless.
As you said it yourself each and every one of us has been through our own personal s#%@! That should account for every human being from 12 on upwards. At a minimum. And I think that it is safe to say that probably none of us can open the old and worn trench coat that is life and show a white west, completely devoid of at least one little speck of dirt.
Hell. I lied so much to my dad when I was younger that he didn't believe me when I told the truth. Now I stopped lying a few years ago because that's what got me in trouble.

What I'm trying to say is, no matter what, for me you'll always be be the nice, kind, happy C with a big heart I had the honor of getting to know all this time ago. Nothing will ever change that. It might be true that you made some mistakes and told a lie or two, but that only showcases one thing. You are human. We all do something like this eventually. It's just a matter of time. And with you being through it, now knowing the do's and don't's, you'll definitely do good. Better learn what is important while you are still young and mostly uninfluenced rather than handling it the wrong way and seeing it when you are over 40. Easier to change for the better that way.

Ps: sorry for the delay in story timey I've been kinda busy recently.

Dragon san :moustache:

2933646 :rainbowlaugh: lol. I mean... is there something between you and Swirl?

Stop putting the blame on yourself, it's not healthy and I knowthat as THATS m on a everyday basis.

What you did here takes a very brave person Swirly, just remember to forgive yourself so that it means something to have been so honest. Stay strong my friend.

Bryan Luna

Don't blame yourself Swirl. It's okay.

Why did I not see this sooner. My have happened when I was going through that big depression. The important thing is and most forget is your heart was in the right place.

Not gonna lie. This makes me forgive you. A little. A very, very little. But still, Hell I'll still love ya, though more like a sister. Have a good life, and fucking have fun.:ajsmug: And if ya wanna talk....... Just PM me and we can talk.

2931403 ?Ha girl do you know my past? I know what asking for forgiveness feels like. And trust me this isn't as bad as what I did to people... Trust me.
And I so forgive you your my friend

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