X post important (Daydreamer) · 2:01pm Dec 19th, 2014
Good morning, I took a long look at what i've been doing this morning and I realize i'm letting you down all of you. Updates are months apart if that and really they aren't as great or as long as I wish they were. There are many excuses I could give but it comes down to this. Please excuse me if I ramble a bit.
When I was little I always knew there would come a time i'd have to care for my mother, she was born without hip sockets and has had 42 hip procedures, of those 11 were hip replacements. She is in amounts of pain daily that I don't know if I could manage. Mom is unable to walk on her own and has to use a walker to transfer either to bed or the toilet. For years my grandfather has been helping us out while I tried to finish school with my own heath problems. That however has ended as I type this out, my grandfather and the man who raised me is in at home hospice dying. If you are my friend on skype you know what a wreck I am about this.
So this is what it comes down to. money, Marc *my husband* Quit his job at walmart so that he is better able to care for my mom but we are taking a pretty spectacular loss in funds due to this. This leaves me two options.
One: Get a full time job, this would give me pretty much no time for writing so i'd have to leave the site as a writer at least temporarily.
Two: You guys pay me to write. This will give me more reason to be on the computer writing these chapters you all seem to love and right now even a few bucks tossed my way will feel like the greatest pay day.
So i've started a pateron here is the link. It will also be posted on my user page as well. I really don't know what else to say. Just thank you for being my readers i'll do better by you for now on I promise.
Foals Errand *Maddie*
You have no idea how much I wish I could help. I do hope the lack of other comments here is not indicative of a lack of support from readers that can help.
It's too bad that you can't sell works of fanfiction, I'd buy the hardcover edition of daydreamer any time.
Anyway, I've been ill for more than a year now and of course jobless; but I'll try and find a little something for you.
It's been an interesting journey so far, discovering the fact that the less you have the easier it becomes to share. Human nature is funny.
I really wish you all the best and that you'll pull through this dark time without too many scars.
Besides, it would be a shame to loose an author like you.