Living the Wasabi/Ginger life (bad and good stuff) · 8:10am Sep 13th, 2014
It's an... analogy, I think? A comparison? Ugh, my English teachers are getting a headache right now that they can't explain, I'm sure of it. :P
What I mean by the title is that it seems for me that things have been very much mixed these past few months, although to tell the truth they've been leaning more towards the wasabi side (not just bad... intensely bad). I've lost some very good things, including someone who was sort of woven into the fabric of my reality. When you have someone like that and they have to leave you - if they're stitched in there that deep - it's nearly impossible for them to not leave a tear on the way out (or in some cases, shred the whole fabric up).
While I'm currently attempting to mend my ravaged reality, at some points things to appear brighter. Then of course things are quick to jump right back to how they were before. I'm trying very hard to continue to have faith/hope/courage/wind/water/heart/etc. But it gets difficult... and I mean not-feeling-like-I'm-worth-anything-and-why-am-I-still-burdening-this-planet-by-continuing-to-take-up-precious-space-and-oxygen levels of difficulty.I don't want to say much about it, though. This is enough venting/whining from me. Just maybe some prayers/good vibes/good thoughts sent towards my and mine, if you don't mind?
Also if anyone is still interested I'll probably try and get more of the ENW2014 trip posted here.
Honestly with how this summer has been going, I haven't been feeling too keen on writing much, but I *have* done some, and I think it's coming along. Like I said I was given a neat idea at Everfree pertaining to my ultimate ending, and I might swing that way or perhaps in a way similar. Maybe I could even do a 'choose your ending' type deal. Or an after-credits scene. :P
Now here's some fun stuff:
For those who care about TSD, we *are* trying to get at least one more episode/chapter done before Ponky returns early next year (only a few months away!) To kind of keep me in vocal shape, I did this thing I'd been wanting to do for ages, the First Time in Forever Reprise from Frozen with Ditzy and Daring's voices. I'mma little rusty - and singing as them is hard - but I like how it came out.
I can also maybe show you guys this fun thing I made for Ponky back when he was feeling uber own. Ditzy and Daring singing that lovely 'Space is a Waste' song of his. (again, their singing isn't great, but singing in a character voice is hard, dudes).
And finally, a recent find; these very awesome videos by DisneyFanatic2364 . She may be a Fluttercord shipper, but this Shrek musical/pony mashup has Discolight all over it and I love love love her for it. :D
Behold one of these lovies:
Hope/pray/meditate to see something of the written persuiasion soon. ;P
ALOFC
-Ckat
*INTERNET HUG!* You are worth something, very much in fact. And while it's dangerous to base your worth on your accomplishments, I'll point out that you have a lot of followers who think you're a pretty cool dudette. I wish you peace and luck.
If you are feeling down, go to your friends and ask for help. They will cheer you up as best they can.
The fact that there was someone you were so close to that their absence causes you pain is proof that you are worth more than you think. After all, they cared about you as well. You are a worthwhile person.