having a moment. · 6:33am February 14th
man. it's been ages since i've even read a few fics on here.
i miss it. i want to come back. it'd be nice to come back.
but i fear that everyone who follows me might have no idea who i am or was anymore.
if anyone sees this, please interact in some way. i need to know if anyone still cares about this old account. a comment of any kind, any kind of interaction at all. i'd appreciate it so much.
i've still had writers block for the past few years. i'm still not sure why i can't write anything anymore. my first part of that stupid military fic was good... why can't i write anything? i hate it so much.
i actually want to write a fic. i remade zaten and want to write something with him. or something with changelings in general. but i have no ideas, and have nothing but motivation weakened by so many years of writer's block.
it's hard.
i feel so much sadness in my heart after looking through the stuff i used to say and look into on this site and it hurts.
Hello there! Wishing you the best whatever you decide to do! :)
Long time no see!
Glad you're back
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thank you guys for the kind words. gonna try and stick around, read some stuff, maybe share brainstorm thoughts if i can muster the motivation to write something... probably need to do some more reconstructing for my character before i do that. or some research if i do something with anything else. at least i have like 10 times the military tech and political knowledge i did when i wrote that first story? might be useful...
but, yeah. thank you for the interaction, and for the kind words. makes my self-worth a lot better!
Welcome back! Glad to see you!