Hiatus · 4:24am Jul 21st, 2023
I'm in a bit of a rut. Can't seem to want to do anything, and everything is just going to shit, it feels. I'm 17 now, and I've got 11 more months until I'm legally an adult, which is terrifying to me. I'm not sure what to do, but it seems like ignoring it for right now is the best thhing to do for me. I'm stressed over way too much. Thanks for being there for me everyone, but I've gotta go for now. Take care, and I'll see you all on the flip side <3
Just hold on Felicity, you're 11 months away from leaving those transphobic demons you call your parents.
As someone who has only relatively recently passed the threshold of maturity (I'm 19 now), I can tell you that... to be honest? Not much changes unless you yourself initiate said change. I myself don't even have a driver's license yet, and function largely like I used to when I was smaller.
I realise I'm sort of the odd one out here; a lot of people start obsessively going to parties, become independent, go to live on their own, etc. But what I'm trying to say here is that none of these things has to happen. It's ultimately only your choice, so do not stress too much. And we're all here for you regardless.