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Faera Mossgarden


Fear is the only thing I'm afraid of. This results in an endless circle of terror.

May
18th
2022

It is Time · 7:51pm Last Wednesday

Farewell FiMFiction. I will return when I can. I love you all.

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May
18th
2022

Today is the day. · 2:21pm Last Wednesday

The day I turn in my chromebook. I wish you all the very best. I'll probably get a nice long talk from my parents about my phone and tell me I'll never get my phone back if I screw up again, but we'll see where it goes.
Thank you for all your love and help. <3

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May
16th
2022

I'm gonna cry · 5:06pm 6 days ago

https://www.peacefuldumpling.com/i-left-the-mormon-church-cult

I've been feeling this way sorta and well... i'm sorta starting to get really really sick of it all and now... i don't know if i'm even okay to leave the church at all, i'm not even supposed to be thinking this way

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May
15th
2022

The Time Is Nigh · 7:15pm May 15th

I must turn my Chromebook in in 3 days. I may not get my phone back. So, in case of such, I am saying my farewells early. If such is the case, I will return when I am all grown up. I hope the best for everyone I know. Thank you for being with me. I love you all.

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May
13th
2022

Nostalgia · 7:08pm May 13th

Can we go back to the early 2010's?
I'm listening to some EDM beats from that time period and my heart longs for those simpler times, it felt as though everything was going to be okay.. And now I'm here, and I'm wondering if it can ever be that way again..

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May
13th
2022

A History (PT.2) · 2:31pm May 13th

A few days passed and I felt as though something was going wrong, that I wasn't doing the right thing. But... when I thought of being a girl, I thought, "No, that is poisonous thinking, you will not be corrupted by such lies, I cannot be a girl, for the Lord makes no mistakes... but if He doesn't... why am I this way..?" And I began to spiral.

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May
13th
2022

A History. (PT.1) · 3:02am May 13th

I've spent my life in a box. A teensy, tiny little box. My view has been constrained by church and life and family, because I knew who I had to be to please them. I grew up thinking that I had to please everyone, or else I wasn't worthy to be in their presence. I feel sorrow for that poor child that I once was. I feel regret for letting myself grow up that way.

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May
11th
2022

GSA Meeting · 10:19pm May 11th

So, it went pretty well, there were at least like 15 other people and I felt really happy sorta introducing myself as Felicity she/her, but Ig I just felt off because I had to lie to my parents about it... I've been working to try and just stop feeling bad about who I am but it's so hard, I just can't. I feel like I don't deserve any of this. I'm suffering every day in my own body and now I don't even know if I'm even right, I'm scared about all of this, what if my parents find out, what if it

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May
11th
2022

m · 6:46pm May 11th

im reading a book called "yes you are trans enough" and well...

i'm gonna fucking cry

i'm going thru almost all of the same things in different periods and well

idk if this is really what i want, what do i do?
i'm scared of being myself, i don't want to be afraid but i wanna have boobs, bras, girly clothes, but...

why?
why is this all happening to me?

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May
11th
2022

Good news · 2:10pm May 11th

So I was able to convince my mom to let me stay after school today to attend a GSA meeting (Gay-Straight Alliance) and Idk how in hell I managed it, I called it, like, a "Kindness Club" which isn't totally a lie, but it's close Ig?? Idk what it'll entail but Ig I'll find out.

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