finally, after starting it last year, i finished chapter twenty-three of my skyrim fic today. it's nothing short of a miracle, as i haven't been able to write at all since my grandpa died.

i am hopeful that i'll be able to pick up one of the pony stories soon, likely in the land of dreams or crystal storm.

i'm still here. admittedly not writing, i haven't been able to stand looking at my work. it's the grief monster, rearing its ugly head at me.

i'm working on getting through this, i have people helping me now. the stories will continue!

my ability to write comes and goes swiftly. there are days when i'm feeling good enough to write, and then a family member will come along and decide, "hey, let's fuck up coyote's day spectacularly enough she won't want to create for a week." since i don't feel like coughing up the details, all you need to know is that since my grandpa died some of my family has decided to retcon the nature of my existence.

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i am writing again, just slowly. i don't want to push myself too hard, but i think i have come to a point in my grief where my creativity is coming back. in the land of dreams and pony 2.0 are still on hiatus right now, as i am working on a new story that should have the first chapter out soon. it may end up being a one shot, i'm not sure yet.

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it would seem that death is a complicated matter, despite the process itself being very simple. what should have been straight forward isn't, and i've been dealing with my family being human, and having to watch legal people get involved. it's been prolonging my grieving process, i'll be fine one day and a complete wreck the next. my mom is in the same boat, she fell apart yesterday because the song that was playing when my grandfather died was playing on the radio in her house when she came

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hello fellow readers. i'm sorry i haven't updated either story, nor my skyrim fic. i've been privately dealing with major things in my personal life, which came to a head on saturday when my grandfather passed away.

i've been struggling to come to terms with it, and i stopped writing all three stories. i managed to add four paragraphs to skyrim today, and i might be able to squeeze in some more fluttershy.

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the pony with an attitude 2.0 has been approved and is now live. \o/ here's to hopefully a much better story for 2019.

i think i'm gonna see how far i can get on in the land of dreams today.

yep, writing a lot of blog posts lately. anyways, the first chapter of the pony with an attitude is done and submitted for mod approval to ensure i didn't goof on something. for now i'm going to get started on the second chapter of in the land of dreams, then probably work on skyrim.

so i have decided that the pony with an attitude is getting a massive re-write. i have revoked the submission, and deleted all the existing chapters while i work on redoing it from the ground up. i was rather insecure as a writer when i began, so admittedly while i had a strong character, my setting and world was weak because i didn't know what i was doing. that's changing.

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so, i've been thinking a lot about pony with an attitude. as i mentioned to a reader, i haven't been inspired to keep working on it, so it's been on hiatus for some time now. however, i have been considering scrapping it and doing an entire re-write, with an actual plot in mind and not something that was super open-ended. to be completely honest, i wasn't sure what i wanted to do with the story so it was as open-ended as possible to give me options to work with.

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