hi there. been a couple months since i last updated, so here i am again. my bio dad is okay, managed to get over covid so he's still kicking. i've managed to chip away at the ending chapter for the devil you know a little bit, but i'm still pretty stumped on how i'm going to get there. at least any writing is better than no writing, yeah? the mirror is still stalled out unfortunately, and in the land of dreams as well though i am determined to finish that one somehow.

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ugh. i've been trying to write for weeks, both for the devil you know and the mirror (my horror story). i've not felt inspired at all, like my fickle muse has run off again. probably due to all the stress i've been having with my grandpa dying of covid and my bio dad getting it on the heels of having pneumonia. i'll come on and look at the stories just about every day, but the words refuse to come. i'm trying my best, but i don't know when i'll be able to update either of them.

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it seems ever since derpibooru took the stance to ban nazis from their site, they've started coming here. so far i've seen two nazi related stories (as pointed out on penalt's blog there is a story about captain america with a pony beating nazi ass. i'm not counting that one) on this website, and i am concerned that it will begin to spread like wildfire.

let me just say this here and now: fuck. nazis.

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so i'm still here, trying to kick and claw my way back to whatever my normal is. the will to write has been eluding me, despite opening my chapters to work on them. the words won't flow, and i swear my muse is a sadist or something. i even took the time to try and write a contest piece, but that deadline has already come and gone. it'll get pushed to the back burner until i get the mojo to finish it, and i really do want to work on the devil you know as it's been a blast to explore the

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the pony, grizzled as he was, had grown concerned. his normal furry guest who forever hopped on his things, using her teeth to fetch and retrieve hadn't come by his simple abode. she was there every dawn and every dusk, lingering with her trusting amber eyes on his. there hadn't been a lovingly annoying lick at his ears to wake him, and at dusk there was no sound of paws thumping on the wood. another day, the same thing. his friend wasn't there. and that wasn't like her at all.

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after a lot of laziness searching, i finally have a home for my skyrim fanfic! and yes, this features the salty dragonborn as seen in Mail Troubles by Penalt.

So check it out on AO3, and i am currently working on adding my finished chapters to it. new chapters will go out to patrons first, then will go onto ao3 later.

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chapter two of the devil you know is coming along smoothly, i'm not forcing a deadline or anything just writing when i can. so far i've been able to do a couple hundred words at a time, so before i know it it'll be ready to go out for publishing. here's to hoping i can keep chugging along when i feel the little bug to just let the story flow, i'm getting a little tired of putting my babies into hiatus.

as luck would have it, i've managed to push out the first chapter of a new story: the devil you know. it's a daybreaker fic, and i'm excited about exploring the concept of a no-holds-barred villain who does whatever she wants to achieve her own ends.

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apparently the muse has been around long enough for me to whip out a couple paragraphs on random things, but won't stick around for me to actually work on one of my projects. oy.

i was very briefly inspired for a new one shot, but by the time i'd tracked down a photo the muse had gone. i'm all but ready to just brute force the second chapter for land of dreams because it's bugging the crap out of me that i haven't finished it yet.

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seems that right now, life is frustrating. my family won't chill out and give me any peace, and while i've been trying to finish chapter two of in the land of dreams, i have found that i struggle to write a single sentence, let alone a paragraph. i don't try to force it and i just save what i have to work on it later, but it's frustrating that the words won't come. i've already decided that the story will end in the third chapter since i'm basically writing the climax, but i am also

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