death, an update · 2:52pm Mar 5th, 2019
it would seem that death is a complicated matter, despite the process itself being very simple. what should have been straight forward isn't, and i've been dealing with my family being human, and having to watch legal people get involved. it's been prolonging my grieving process, i'll be fine one day and a complete wreck the next. my mom is in the same boat, she fell apart yesterday because the song that was playing when my grandfather died was playing on the radio in her house when she came home from running errands.
the muse has touched me briefly, and i've scribbled little blurbs for penalt to use in his stories. i'm not ready to begin writing again yet, but i can feel that it will return sometime soon. i can't tell you when, because it's just a feeling. it could be weeks, it could be months. i don't know. i'm going to put both pony and dreams in hiatus for the interim, but i haven't forgotten them. i was in the middle of working on the next chapters when i received the news, so they're sitting stored in the fimfic servers.
