Welp, I finished My story and hopefully the publishing will be done by tomorrow.It's a little late and I still need do do other stuff.All I can say is that I'm proud of myself for getting it done considering I still feel unstable and Insecure about things. Also with the constant panic attacks and bad days. Imma put a pic of Melanie Martinez, my idol for life, now.

Boop

I'm sorry for being a faliure
I'm sorry for being me
I'm sorry for being a bad friend
I'm sorry for being here
I'm sorry for living
I'm sorry for being a burden
I'm sorry for being harsh
I'm sorry for being rude
I'm sorry for being replaceable
I'm sorry for making blogs
I'm sorry for trying to stay strong and smile

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Why am I still on FIM. I don't want to be here, it's hell and if people like TheShyGuy ,that I've blocked, posted another blog about my friends and it makes me upset , I'm not going to be able to stop myself when I want to argue with him. I will argue with any user any day if it was for the sake of my friends....but that's not me. I don't like thinking revengful thoughts or arguing with others.THAT'S NOT ME AND I HATE IT, IT RUINS ME! ................but I can't control myself if it's for the

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Hey guys I was thinking about making two stories in the future besides the one I'm in the process of doing(the one in the process was from my first account but it wasn't done so I'm just going to put it on this one).

1.So for one story in the future , I'm probably going to do a Lunacord ship and I think someone wants to do that with me but they'll have to choose it in the comments. Also I need that person because they are better with discord than I am.

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Well, you might get a story from me when I get WiFi....

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Well.....WE MIGHT get 2 GERMAN SHEPHERDS there's one girl and one boy, they are both 10 months, rescues and brother and sister. I've always wanted a dog. I've had one before but he was too much for us so my parents gave him away. But these dogs are older so I think they will be a bit easier, also now my brother and I don't have to fight to play with the dog cuz there will be 2 so no nagging from my brother (even though we all know those dogs will love me more) I'm super excited

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I need a hug. I just wanna die right now and I feel like crap, I just want my friends. I wanna cry and I'm trying not to shiver.....I really want a hug.

quotes on how I feel

"I'm laughing , i'm crying, it feels like i'm dying"

"were you in pain like me"

"You look down on me but not right on me, is it plain to see that life is trying me"
"pose with your brother , won't you be a good sister."

H-help. *tries to stop shaking* p-please

SAVE ME PEOPLES I AM DROWNING IN SCHOOL PACKETS!..... HHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPP

Iḿ not ok. I had a rough weekend . School isn´t ever going to make my life better. my cousin doesnt understand me. my life is a mess and My friends have to deal with my insecurities and my out burst . Iḿ sorry, and I will always be sorry and they can change that. My friend keeps leaving the chat cuz i can stop saying sorry. Does she think Iḿ doing this on purpose. I feel regret every word I type thinking Iḿ going to hurt or annoy someone. Iḿ used to saying sorry and I don ever expect one back

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