Apr
11th
2016
I´m sorry · 10:01pm Apr 11th, 2016
Iḿ not ok. I had a rough weekend . School isn´t ever going to make my life better. my cousin doesnt understand me. my life is a mess and My friends have to deal with my insecurities and my out burst . Iḿ sorry, and I will always be sorry and they can change that. My friend keeps leaving the chat cuz i can stop saying sorry. Does she think Iḿ doing this on purpose. I feel regret every word I type thinking Iḿ going to hurt or annoy someone. Iḿ used to saying sorry and I don ever expect one back or ever expect it at all. so for them to tell me not to say sorry is so different to me. I feel like no one gets me or why Iḿ the way I am. Iḿ sorry.
I'm putting up a blog, and you won't answer it.
If that's how you feel, you should be glad that at least one of your friends can't stay mad forever.
3863906 Depends
3863912 Sorry if I made you mad
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I can never stay annoyed or mad forever.
Hurt? I know you don't try to.
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I'm hurting so badly right now
3863966 I know.
3863969 fluffy please help me *cries*
3863973 I'll try.
Is saying sorry really your only solution? Ok, you are having a rough time, and you are not sure about things. And of course you won't understand somethings, but really sorry is a word that shouldn't be used in bad terms. You say you are sorry but you aren't listening to anyone. That means your apologize means nothing, because you aren't going to change. You shouldn't be saying sorry to me or other people. Because as far as your friends know, you didn't do anything. If you did do something someone would point it out. but, you shouldn't be sorry, if you keep saying that you are sorry and you keep saying it to people that you care about, what will that mean? You have been with us long enough to know how we will act, you have been with us throughout, Is there really a real reason that we should should be mad at you? No, I don't think so. Yes, you can name some negative stuff about yourself, but did we ever get on to you like a monster? We are your friends, you shouldn't ever think we will be cruel. You should never think lower of of us in a way you need to say sorry. We will never need an apology unless necessary. And you will always should expect an apology, because we all do something we aren't suppose to, and we will hurt someone.
3863979 Maybe I say sorry because I don't feel like a good enough friend, maybe I say sorry because it's an automatic maybe I say sorry because I think I annoy you maybe I don't want an apology. Maybe I'm ok with being the one to always apoligize. Maybe I'm saying sorry for more reasons than you think but you'd rather stick to the facts you already gathered
3864010 You think. Give me 30 reasons.
3864013 insecure, submissive, shy, depressed, emotional,pleaser,loser, unworthy, low, replaceable. Should I keep going cuz this is getting boring and depressing
*hugs* Sorry to hear you're feeling down.
3864163 *hugs*