Even though school is almost over, I'm about to have an anxiety and people are judging me for lots of thing and one is being on this site. The call it a porn reading site and now i'm upset, sad, pressured, and really depressed and am trying not to have an anxiety attack. I wanna go home. please I don't wanna stay here for another minute.I wanna go home. I WANNA GO HOME

I say one thing , probably a mean thing to a guy on FIM who posted what one of my friends said to him about me, and this is the same guy that caused me pain to even click on to FIM and carry on in my old account. The more this guy taged me the more I wanted a gun pointed at my head. Now some people fought back with me and said it was harsh. Harsh. HARSH. I WOKE UP EVERY FUCKING DAY KNOWING THAT HE WAS GOING TO SAY SOMETHING AND I WAS GOING TO REPLY NOT BEING ABLE TO HELP MYSELF. I WAS GETTING

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This blog is not depressing I swear. I actually had a really great day. I was always smiling and acting like a goofball, I was also insane in the morning and laughed for 5 minutes straight cuz I woke up early and lost my sanity, and school was actually great for once. Not once today have I been sad or depressed and to me that's a huge accomplishment, for me to actually stay happy is really great. I also enjoyed a car ride home for once . I stuck my head out the window and let the breeze and

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Friends. I had a little trouble with this topic. I thought I didn't deserve friends like I have at the moment. I told my irl friends that I don't want or need friends but the truth is I feel undeserving of their friendship . Maybe that's why I feel like when they are sad or depressed it's my fault. Now however, I couldn't be more happy that they didn't lose faith in me and the stuck by me even though I could get really mean and upsetting when I'm depressed or I want to push them away. I still

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I feel so broken, alone, trapped,replaceable,and so small. I need a hug right now. I'm just so done with evrything, and I feel like I'm going to cry.
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help me.

I feel like I'm trapped in a dome of my own sadness and negativity and there's no way out, but the weird thing is I feel like there's a way out of this sad and depressing jail but I can't find it. I guess I'm trapped.

If I did OD (overdose) and died would you care, would you be mad, or would you be relieved.

Can I die, cuz no one will really care or miss me anyways. If anything you guys will be over joyrd. My friends won't care.. my life is one big fuck up anyways. Everything I do is a mistake everyone my friend cries it's my fault. I'm ugly on the inside and ouha I was never pretty in the first place, I can never be as good as my fam. I'm done. I'm not answering anyone anymore. Goodnight

No one text me on hangouts, no one pm me , and no one comment on this. I'm done. Goodnight.

Have you ever had that time where you feel like your IRL friends are like your siblings and you just wish they were in they same room as you, and you can cry on their shoulder or cuddle up against them cuz they know how to comfort you or them just being there to give you a hug or have a shoulder to cry on and that makes you feel better. That's me. And these people are my family on FIM

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