One of my friends hangouts got hacked by her friend for a bit. He was making me phisically uncomfortable and I told him I'd rather have my friend back then him because he was making me uncomfortable and I wanted my friend. Then we was being an asset to me about it. So I left....I was added back and I saw the argument on getting him to apologize, and then I read his texts. I started crying and Blocked 3 of my friends and left that chat for a while.I'm still crying a bit but I'll be ok......

OK so I've noticed my blogs have DRAMA in them, but does that even matter. If a girl is so depressed by what people say behind her back, or make fun her or judges her, that she won't participate in P.E. or any othere game that she loved and that she tries to stay away from her friends cuz she feels like a fuck up and a failure and that her friends should stay away from a loser and annoying person like her. Or if a girl is so depressed she's late to class just so she could cry in a corner at

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Well TheShyGuy posted a blog that he took down about how there's something wrong with everyone on Fim and we should all get it fixed. I wanted to scream at him but I didn't want to be called harsh, rude, or unfair. But legit, you guys know me and if you don't really know me I'll tell you. My old account was CYNDERS DOMAIN but I did a self ban because I was insecure and always fucking things up. I kept writing depressing blogs, I kept arguing with TheShyGuy and I seemed to be getting into a lot

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Well my fend texted me , saying Doctor Who is off Hulu and Netflix. I said I was trying not to laugh. Then she tried showing me how sad she was by texting "Imagine that Melanie Martinez died" . She is my Role model and without her music , I would be depressed all the time and locked in my room, and I like how she's not afraid to be her. So with that said, I cried hard whispering that she's not dead , please don't let her be dead. Then my friend apologized cuz she didn't know I'd react that

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This is for all my IRL friends who never gave up on me and for who I'll never give up on as well. Thank you for being there to comfort me when I needed comforting . Thank you for forgiving me when I shouldn't be and for showing me kindness even when you were down yourselves. You guys would never give up on me even when I was annoying, stubborn and when I shut down and refuse to cooperate. You guys are the only people that would ever make me feel irreplaceable , and wanted. So when I say I don't

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Today is starting out great! I woke up early to talk with my IRL friends, I'm in the new house, I have the lower floor to myself, and I'm super happy and hyper. Now if only my IRL friends will go back to hangouts

I'm moving into my new house tonight! I'm super excited ! but I'm also scared. I get a room downstairs by myself and I'm still a little scared of the dark . Well at least I get privacy and some time without my brother bugging me. But still the dark....

I'm done with FIM . The only reason I made another dumb account was because of my friends. It seems that none really care anymore so I'm just gonna go to the worst guy on FIM for me which is TSG (the shy guy) and since he hates me, if I ask him to report me for being what did my friend call it "harsh" I'm sure he'll oblige. If not I'm going to snows worst enemy. Kitty . Snow knows who kitty is.

Well my cousins were here for a week.......now they are on the plane going back to Cali...They were one of the reasons I was happy in the morning or by the end of the day...Now they're gone until july , now there is no one to actually talk to that laughs at my jokes or makes me laugh and smile in the house that I go to almost all the time. After a hard day at school I'm going to have no one in my house or grandparents house that's going to make me smile. Well if you need me I'm going to be in

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Yay its April fools day! I can't wait to prank all of my friends in school. Today will probably be a really good day.
April fools! If you knew me better you can tell the first sentence was a lie
I don't like April fools day, I'm gonna be the main target, and today will be a bad day because of them turning the sceduel around for a bit. I could just kill myself and save myself a lot of trouble.