Why am I still here? · 4:45am Apr 26th, 2016
Why am I still on FIM. I don't want to be here, it's hell and if people like TheShyGuy ,that I've blocked, posted another blog about my friends and it makes me upset , I'm not going to be able to stop myself when I want to argue with him. I will argue with any user any day if it was for the sake of my friends....but that's not me. I don't like thinking revengful thoughts or arguing with others.THAT'S NOT ME AND I HATE IT, IT RUINS ME! ................but I can't control myself if it's for the sake of my friends. I don't like FIM anymore. It was better when I didn't have an account. No drama, no fights, no revengful thoughts........ and no friends..............I shouldn't have friends................I don't deserve them.............I deserve to be punished............I am a faliure...............Im replaceable. .........LIKE MY GOD MY FRIEND WANTS OTHERS TO HATE HER SO SHE CAN LEAVE FIM AND I'M MAD AT MYSELF FOR NOT SEEING HER STRUGGLES...........*tears up* (yes I actually am tearing up).......I'm a bad friend.......AND JEDI OR FLUFFY IF YOU SEE THIS DON'T TELL ME OTHERWISE.........I deserve nothing..........maybe I'm the bad person here.. and not shyguy............I'm sorry for being a burden to all of you.........I won't be anymore.........I'm sorry for you guys to deal with me.......I know snow hates it when I say this word but if she's not on she won't see................Sorry............for being here.........
sorry...........
Hmmm... Another puzzle that I'd indeed like to solve! Give me some time, and I'll have answers for you my good friend!
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*hugs* Because you have friends who love and care about you. And everyone of us wish to see you happy. You are not replaceable.
Believe me when I say that you are a wonderful person.
Y'know, I really hate it when you do this.
Why?
Because I always feel like it's my fault you feel like that.
And I can't say anymore because of
3897327 you and jedi usually tell me otherwise, so I put that there.
3897381 I KNOW
3897382 IF YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T SAT ANYTHING THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL ON THIS BOG...AND DON'T GIVE ME THE REBEL EXCUSE
3897390 Oh, but don't you know?
That's exactly why.
And the fact that you didn't acknowledge any other part of my original comment3897394 I won't acknowledge anyone's comments anymore for my own reasons.......I'm sorry
3897396 Well that's just shitty
3897401 well it fits for a crappy person like me.
3897403 And yet you're not a crappy person. You're better than that and you know it
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3897454 what if I did give up
3897755 I will be sad
And depressed
And all that crap
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3897764 Pweeeeaaasee?
3897766 maybe
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3897847 im sorry........
3898179 Nooo
It's okay.
I didn't mean anything
That was just how I felt.
Sad, give up, move on
3898205 Fluffy..............
3898220 What
What could you POSSIBLY still want
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I"M SORRY OK! IM SORRY! YOU DON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH ME ANYMORE
3898245 ....THAT'S NOT WHAT I....
You know what...
I really do give up...
You win.
I won't *sniff* talk to you anymore.....