I honestly do try to not talk about my personal issues much here, because what little I have actually talked about here has been seen as pandering, or attention seeking. I've realized that if I don't talk about my issues here, people won't really get why I am the way I am, and the same hate will continue whether I want it or not. So, here we go, time to talk about my issues.

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Plurality is a phenomena where multiple personalities exist separately in a single mind. This can occur in multiple ways, whether through a tulpa, or split personalities. I've had my fair share of experiences with plurality, and would like to share them now. Be aware that this blog post will touch on some very heavy subjects which not everyone will be able to take. If you are sensitive to subjects of parental abuse, do not read further.

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Okay, aside from internal crises about whether or not I should delete stories, I have a lot to talk about since I was last active on the site. there's so much to tell you guys that I'm having trouble even starting! Oh my goodness, where should I start?

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I realize how many people who enjoy my writing are here because of "Aria" in specific, but there's honestly so much drama surrounding it, and I don't know if I should keep it up or not. I'm not going to take it down at least until I'm more well into writing "In My Head," but I just feel like because of the better story, "Aria" doesn't really have a place anymore. It's not that I don't want people to see it, it's just that I kinda don't want anyone to have to see the drama again. Plus, it makes

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I don't know what the next chapter of In My Head is going to be like. What I was previously trying to do with it wasn't working. It seemed more like simple message fiction, which lately, I very much don't enjoy writing, as it doesn't make people enjoy reading it. I may take a break before retrying on it, I may not. I haven't really decided yet. But, do look forward to marginally more activity than I previously had.

I know it doesn't look like it, but I swear, I'm working on the next chapter of In My Head. I'm just subject to external pressures as well. I'm trying to get a good demo for my game out by my deadline of this coming Wednesday, and I'm honestly behind. I'm afraid my demo won't be nearly as extensive as I had hoped. Thankfully, yesterday I decided to take a bit of a break in trying an indie game I bought on person. It felt so weird to buy a PC indie game in person. It's called Jotun: Valhalla

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No, no, I'm not trying to make you feel sorry for me in a dramatic sob story of mine meant to spark emotion. I'm not trying to break news of leaving a site I originally held so dear to me. I'm not trying to milk drama for more popularity. This is a positive thing.

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Okay, I try to play it off like I don't really care that I get hate, but that's really not how it is. The hate I get for my creations, whether it's something I've written, something I've drawn, something I've 3D modeled, one of my game projects, or any number of things, really brings me down. My family has noticed when I get hate on things, not because they see where I've gotten the hate, but by my overall demeanor. They've told me that I'll range from "dark and gloomy" to "completely

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Oh my, I've seen quite a bit of hate on my new reboot of Aria. The like to dislike ratio doesn't honestly concern me anymore. It's a bit of a game now. I do appreciate upvotes, but the downvotes honestly don't say anything anymore. I could write anything and people would be salty in the up to down ratio. It's a difficult but entertaining game. If the upvotes are higher than the downvotes, I win. Yay, I get an imaginary cookie. Oh wait, there are cookies in the kitchen, it's real. If the

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While I was reading through Aria, I noticed something a few chapters through. While I was mostly just doing the story for my friends, including one friend I made on this very site, there was something very important I wanted to achieve that I wasn't even remotely successful at: conveying my own thoughts and the experiences I've taken from being transgender. Aria fell apart and became a monotonous slice of life with some depressing themes.

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