considering i only got 25 vews on my lats post and some only have 10 its obveus people arnt interseted inme anymore so i am hear to say fairwell i will be requesting a ban today.
This is important. Anyone who wants to contenu my storys may do so. I give full permition to anyone who wants to contenu my storys. just ask an admin to have them transfered and have them confirm my permition with my blog post. im done with fimfiction alone with my boyfriend. i hope you all have a good day.

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hey everyone i dont know whats going on with me right now but i dont think ive ever felt this depressed... i mean i have been more depressed than this but it just feels like an un-natrual medical depression.

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So i can start wrting again i got a new tablet today since i uhh "hit" my tablet to hard and craked the entier screen. so now i have a tablet/computer duo system now. but my dad told me the catch was I had to start working. now this job im taking is bussing tables, that means cleaning them off putting the forks and knifes down and taking the plates and looking pretty for the custimers, atleast here in kansas it does. now im a minor and as far as i know its elegal for a miner to have a job and

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I'm done with it. not life. I'm done pushing everyone away from me. I'm going to start letting people into my life starting today. No mater what i do I'm going to express my feelings to my friends instead of hiding them. Nothing is going to stop me from doing this right. My life will be so much more happier if i do. If i have refused to see that I'm sorry. I know you all care so much about me, but because of the life i have had its been hard to let people into my life because every time i do

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Sometimes there is stuff you never hear about me and these things are true I never tell them to anyone because they seem to far fetched. Like lies. But they are true. Just ask the one I wish to marry when im old enough to plan a wedding with the right money. He knows and hears everything about me. He knows everything about me. If you want to know more of what happens to me ask him or me.
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So you guys as I said in my last blog post I'm 15 years old. Well not only have I found sanctuary in blades but I found something even better. It even makes me cut less. Makes me happy, makes me forget all the worlds bull shit around me. And that my friends is drugs. Yep a 15 year old girl as inosent as could be a year ago has turned into a drug addict. I got into trouble already I owe people money, I owe people so pay back... Some people owe me some money, which I'm planing on getting tonight

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Yeah I went back to cutting.......its not like I have an excuse there is no excuse. I know no one is going to kneel before me and rub my back and say oh its okay I'll make it stop and everything will be sugar sprinkles. But people bont understand for me my cutting is sanctually of peace I stop once the voices calling me horabul things stop which the stop pretty fast if I'm cutting and things are just easier to handle. I got the idea to take suplyes with me to school from the good Willow by

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So sorry I having wrote for my story as I promised, I've just been so busy with school and trying to get out of my IEP (individual education plan) that I completely blanked and forgot. But as you can probably tell, I have gotten increasingly better with spelling and grammar. I have been working on this for a very long time and I'm finally getting the nak for it. So basically highschool has been in the way for me from writing and I've just been lazy, but come one when your in highschool trying

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I'm feeling better than ever Igot some friends finally I feel better. SO MUCH BETTER!!
oh and you guys go thank angelsong173 for keeping me up to date and telling you guys I was ok she was very kind do do that she deserves hugs from you all.