Well damn. I really have no excuse for my lazyness exsept shit happens. · 12:44am Apr 20th, 2016

So sorry I having wrote for my story as I promised, I've just been so busy with school and trying to get out of my IEP (individual education plan) that I completely blanked and forgot. But as you can probably tell, I have gotten increasingly better with spelling and grammar. I have been working on this for a very long time and I'm finally getting the nak for it. So basically highschool has been in the way for me from writing and I've just been lazy, but come one when your in highschool trying to make four A's and three B's, life gets exosting. I also don't know what's wrong with me yet and I don't know if its just my wisdom teeth or somthin g in my head but I ok getting constant nonstop migranes and headaches, every single day. So looking at a screen can becume challenging.

My newes excuse is there has been a lot of drama going on with me lately at school that has increased my deprestion tramendisly and has made me feel what real depretion is. Trust me I made some bad disitions when I chose what side to take in this mater. I was pulled in the middle of this shit when I never wanted to be in it and things have hurt. Let's just say a girl faked cutting herself to get me in even more trouble than what I would have been when a privite conversation between me an another girl was leaked to the internet by a bitch who thought it would be funny to watch a suffering girl suffer even more.
My third excuse I just needed a break from fimfiction for awhile to think about shit. You know life outside of school and shit you know what I wanna do with my life *cough cough* deal with anger management. Dealing with facing the facts that I'm not someone people enjoy being around. Another part of that is not many people enjoy the fact that I'm so divers from them I feel like I'm the onle one at the school I go to who's like this. I feel like not taking one side and I take both sides and both end up hating me. I say something different they think its wrong. I make a joke to make them laugh they look at me like I'm some crazy mental institute pasiant that just escaped and is letting her words fly out her mouth. I'm a girl so I'm judged on apearns and weight instead of my personality. Ive gotten over it cuz in today's society that's just how things are. Girls were makeup and guys do sports, and anyone who doesn't follow that is shunned. So I try my best to fit in I were leggings instead of pants most the time and dresses, makeup and jewelry and I fit in a lot more now than what I did.
So yeah that's an update on me sorry I have ignored my page for so long. Oh and I'm going back to my old OC the blue and brown haired one.

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