Today I learned that kentucky and 4 other states may likely all strike down the gay marriage ban, bringing the number of states that allow gay marriage to 24! That's nearly half! This is undoubtedly cause to celebrate right? Well, that's what I thought. I found out that my mother is against gay marriage and she places homosexuality with "Adultery and other sexual deviance." Okay, for those who don't know I'm a homosexual atheist. (To be sure, I've figured out my philosophy much more so than my

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So, I have the first potential chapter of my new "TwiDash-sad-romantic-adventure" called "A Fire for Tomorrow" where some crazy bad things happen and it's just a story I feel is good but I really want to get it right so some more opinions would be greatly appreciated. If you want to help me I would very much appreciate it and I'll send you a PM of the link because I don't want to give potential spoilers and what not. Thanks bunches in advance friends :)

I'm frustrated, I've barely made any progress in any of my stories and even with my new story I can't figure out how to start it. Nothing I write seems right anymore and I just can't focus or generate any new ideas. It's unfathomably frustrating and I really want to write like I used to. I just don't know what it is. That's only half of it, the rest is that anything I do write seems mediocre at best, I don't know which is worse, not being able to write anything new, or only writing badly. I

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So, as I was going about my walk today, trying to think of how I should write the next chapter of "Sunrise" (that's not going very well) I randomly had an idea for my next story. Surprise, surprise, it's a sad-adventure-TwiDash-romance. Here's the gist and I would love to know what you all think of it (unless your thought's fall along the lines of "Shouldn't you finish what you already started?" because I'm well aware I should, I just can't help myself.

A Fire for Tomorrow

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Well, It's been an interesting week for me. It was my step dads birthday yesterday so I spent some time with my family and had fun like I always do. I don't know why I tend to avoid going to my parent's place, possibly because it's a nearly hour drive. Anyway, that's not the big news that is even as I type creating internal turmoil within me. The big news is, I decided I love my boyfriend enough to consider marriage. Mind you this was all my idea, I brought it up first. Anyway, as I am an adult

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So, I recently started watching a youtube/internet radio show called "Secular Talk", an atheist political talk show that goes over the news and is very entertaining. So, I rarely mention my political or religious views here because people can have strong feeling about these things and I know a few of my friends here on Fimfiction are religious and I would hate to cause any sort of friction. This time, I will make an exception. I'm an atheist and a nihilist, I'm very left wing and and generally

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So, a couple minutes ago I started vomiting bright red blood, not fun. Anyway, this sucks, I was doing so well to. This happened right after I went swimming, perhaps accidentally swallowing chlorine water aggravated my condition , but I was very careful to not swallow any. Now I'm going back to the ER, I half think I'm wasting my time going but my boyfriend insists. Well, wish me luck all.

Another huge storm is on it's way, supposed to be a lot of scattered tornados. I'm particularly scared of this one, we never had this problem back in Massachusetts. Anyway we are debating leaving town or at least the house and chilling somewhere safer. The whole state is going to be covered in a big ass storm though. I want to go to Louisville (the biggest city around) something just seems safer about a city in a situation like this. Gah! Can't I just catch a break!

So, I wen't to my cardiologist today and I started my latest treatment for a nerve malfunction in my heart. If it's the case I'll be on these pills the rest of my life so that kind of sucks but he says it's not life threatening so that's good, yay not dying (unless he's wrong). Also, I just made a Tumblr account, not too sure what I do with it or what it's for?

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So, I was talking to my CNA teacher (certified nursing assistant) on facebook and she came up with something to bring to my doctor (she is an RN with decades of experience), Marfan syndrome. It's a not very good thing. People who have it tend (without treatment) to die at my age. Luckily, as long as it's diagnosed, treatment is much better now. It seems to fit my symptoms pretty well. I'm going to see my cardiologist tomorrow and bring it up. Honestly, I've felt worse these last couple of

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