She was all I had. She was all I wanted. Now, she is lost to me. Raped beyond reason, and long dead. To herself...and to the world. And soon...they will all be dead to the world too.
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Burn on, Lighthouse.
No idea what I just read but i like it anyways!
11351351 Sorry for the poor writing and the trauma dump. I'm going to be adding edits to the flow of the chapter, the author's notes, and more when I can
...Ho-ly. SHIT!![:twilightoops:](https://static.fimfiction.net/images/emoticons/twilightoops.png)
Also, nice to see you back.
Just so everyone knows, this might be the last chapter of Shadow of Rage for another stretch of time; right now not only is my mental state constantly shifting, but right now there are also matters in my personal circle that remain determining factors, and I'd rather respect whatever decision is made in that circle before moving forward and making any on my own.
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Timeless you have been through a lot and family even if not by blood leave un-fillable voids when they leave us... The only thing I can say to help is this open whatever you use to to type docs, word, ect and just type. Don't type about anything specific just type, and type, and type,and type until your fingers are figuratively bleeding, type until tears stream from eyes and your hands are clenched in sorrow... type until there is nothing left To type. This might seem ridiculous at first but the more you type, the more your emotions will influence WHAT you type. There will be all manner of sentences that you will type wonderful, horrible, gut wretchingly emotional sentences but don't backspace just type and when you finally reach the point where you truly can't think of anything else to type, then revise it, summarize it, and read it. This isn't some sort of magic trick that will make all of your pain vanish because you are still going to hurt and what you type may only end up being a single paragraph but if you do it right and you don't think about it and just type what ever pops into your brain it might give you some since of closure, this might work it might not but it helps me, and I want to be able to say that I gave enough of a damn about you to want to help you, to say that I tried... Because in the end that's all I can really do.
11354801![:twilightsmile:](https://static.fimfiction.net/images/emoticons/twilightsmile.png)
Thank you. Really, that means a lot.
If I'm to be honest; I more than appreciate that. You really helped me.
Normally I bottle shit up, or I unload it on others out of nowhere or at a generally bad or inappropriate time. Sometimes it's anxiety, sometimes trauma, sometimes personal shit that really shouldn't be said, and I have lost friends over it too many times.
So unloading it all, without censoring myself, on a document, while terrifying to look back at, really helped, and I thank you for it.