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Clockwork2003


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  • 1 week
    Mental Health Update: April 19, 2024

    Hello everyone, Noah here.

    First, happy birthday, Mom! You turn 47 today. I wouldn't be where I am today without you. I love you so much.

    My depression is, well its not worse, but it hasn't really improved that much. I've been sporadically posting on X.com and my discord server, but I am trying to get chronic tech dependency under control. My therapist thinks I can do it.

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  • 4 weeks
    Mental Health Update: 3/27/24: Back in the Nick of Time

    Hey, everyone. Noah here.

    I caused a bit of a ruckus three days ago, when I said that I'm leaving fimfiction for good. I just wanted to pop in and let everyone know that I am okay.

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    2 comments · 57 views
  • 4 weeks
    Mental Health Update: 3/24/24: Goodbye Clock?!

    Before anyone freaks out, no, I am not attempting suicide a third time!

    Now that this disclaimer is out of the way, I wanted to let everyone know that my psychiatrist told me to delete each and every one of my socials permanently, if I am to keep my mental health in check.

    Depression and anxiety suck, and being online has made some symptoms worse.

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  • 6 weeks
    Mental Health Update: Pi Day 3/14/24

    Helll everyone, Noah/Clock here.

    My mental health is meh, but the bigger issue is that I had gastro today, and I threw up.

    I'm also going to see a new mental health counsellor next week to help mitigate my depression and tech addiction.

    Glim fic revised chapter 1 will drop tomorrow.

    Take care

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  • 6 weeks
    Mental Health Update March 11, 2024

    Hello everyone, Noah/Clockwork here.

    Sunday went quite well. I went out for coffee with a friend today, and I got to baby-sit my two cousins. 8/10 mental health stability.

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Jun
30th
2022

1 Good Thing, 2 Bad Things · 1:36am Jun 30th, 2022

Hi,

Let me start with the good news. I begin my Hasbro internship on Friday. I am very excited, and I can't wait.

Now, for the bad news. I got a call from my sister today. She told me that the cleaning lady threw out BOTH OF MY PONY PLUSHIES!!

To be clear, that's my lifesized Nightmare Moon, and the 18" Starlight plushie.

I am livid. My mother got me the NMM after I tried to kill myself 5 years ago, and Glimmer was after my cancer scare. I CROWDFUNDED for Glim!

I feel horrible and I've been crying for hours. Thousands of dollars worth of pony plushies tossed to the curb. NMM was 2k, and glim was 450.

I don't have any more words. MLP helped me through despair, and now they're gone. It's too late to do anything now to save them.

I hope you'll forgive me for crowdfunding Starlight. I enjoyed her for a week.

Why did the cleaning lady have to throw away my heart?

At least I have the Hasbro co-op to look forward to...

I'm taking a break from pony to calm down. Please be understanding.

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As to why they were thrown out, my sister said that the cleaning lady thought I "grew out of them."

Luna's basically like my mother, and she's gone. Glim is waifu, and she's gone. Is this how Twilight felt when Equestria collapsed?

I'll miss you, mompone Luna. I'll miss you, Starlight.

You gave me good memories.

That's horrible. I'm sorry she was inconsiderate enough not to think of the sentimental value of any of your things but the fact she decided what you get to keep us horrible. You should look for a new cleaner. She doesn't decide what stays and goes she cleans that's it. I hope you can get them back. Maybe go to the dump and check and see if they are on the new pile for the day. It can t hurt to ask to see if you can or if anybody has seen them.

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They're gone...

Garbage collection is at 12pm on Wednesdays where I am. She comes at the crack of dawn.

I am broken inside...

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This sounds like a badly covered-up theft of $2.5k's worth of plushies. Honour them by getting her sacked.

Maybe you can find some on ebay. I know they won't be the ones you lost but they will be almost as good.

"Let me start with the good news. I begin my Hasbro internship on Friday. I am very excited, and I can't wait."

Curious about this. Is this for Hasbro as a whole? Or is it something specific? Or are you not allowed to talk about it?

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